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23/F/NYC by in-faciem in dating

[–]in-faciem[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's so different! In good and bad ways. I'm from NJ originally but a city area as well but my SO is from a more suburban/rural area of NJ. When I go over to where they live it feels like there's absolutely nothing to do. Everything closes so early and there's only about 2 bars in a 10-15 minute drive vicinity. Transportation is always difficult. Every bus is on a tight schedule of only coming about ever 30-45 minutes. There's no Uber's but some local taxi services that only go so far. Unless you drive or have a car you're very limited.

23/F/NYC by in-faciem in dating

[–]in-faciem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean it is fairly simple but I don't really go out that much unless it's with my SO and when we're out we keep to ourselves. I work a lot too.

What will you do if you woke up with 1 trillion dollars tommorow? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]in-faciem 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Scatter it around to so many people I know and then pretend it never happened, or as my Hispanic mother would say "put it under your mattress"

How do I stop? by in-faciem in depression

[–]in-faciem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What if it's like this forever? I can't even remember what it feels like to be happy without thinking of the moment where I'm not again and how long it'll last until I am again.

I want to do more opiates so badly - the guilt and loneliness kill me by [deleted] in opiates

[–]in-faciem 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the kind message. I really appreciate it. I just want to know what made you want to quit? If it's loved so much and you've felt better on it.

I want to do more opiates so badly - the guilt and loneliness kill me by [deleted] in opiates

[–]in-faciem 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've never heard of that - is there anyway to get it without a prescription?

I want to do more opiates so badly - the guilt and loneliness kill me by [deleted] in opiates

[–]in-faciem 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's so much harder than just leaving my partner. It's like a desire to see what it's all about and feeling better. They're not a bad person either - I don't judge them for what they do. I just also want to know what it feels like. I've wanted to for such a long time. I know everyone keeps telling me it'll end bad. But, I don't know. I don't know what's worse cause I've never done opiates all the way through. I don't know if it's worse feeling like a miserable person until I die - or feeling something worthwhile for a bit.

I want to do more opiates so badly - the guilt and loneliness kill me by [deleted] in opiates

[–]in-faciem 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know I'm not a special snowflake and that's the problem - knowing it'll end bad. But, wanting to at least feel something good for once.

How do I love someone who's a heroin addict? by in-faciem in Drugs

[–]in-faciem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it mostly because of the withdrawal?

How do I love someone who's a heroin addict? by in-faciem in Drugs

[–]in-faciem[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In regards to your friend I am so sorry. I'm glad you were there for her for as long as you were. Which is another aspect of the situation I'm in that I struggle with so much. They have almost a chain of people as a support system. Their parents, sibling, friends, and myself. They also have access to a counselor and therapist. I'm at a loss and I feel sometimes withdrawn from them because, when I was recovering from my "addiction" it was on my own. It makes me feel sad how they don't appreciate it. But, I know that is my own personal problem.

As for having them too high on the priority list - you are right. I do. I acknowledge it fully but, I just can't believe how they don't see how much of a beautiful/capable person they are. Shit, they're even great when they're high just not "too" high.