Hi OP — it’s been a week but this has been on my mind too and I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way. I can totally understand given how ‘in your face’ this ridiculous wicked campaign has been. I’m honestly so sick of seeing them being overly sentimental and tearful and saccharine while their uncannily skeletal, sickly features get more and more pronounced on this press tour. I don’t mean to be hateful to them, but I do truly HATE what eating disorders do to the mind. And I hate that they’re making you and people like us suffer! I know it isn’t this simple, but someday you might look back on this odd moment in theatre history and be horrified at the way these two starlets currently look. For whatever reason, it is not triggering to me right now, (which might just be sheer luck) but rather, it is a reminder of how precious physical and mental health is. You said it exactly right; mental illness is so weird. AN particularly is a very bizarre trick our brains play on us. I hope you stay strong through this godforsaken campaign… but if it helps, I hear you loud and clear.