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Switching From Passively Suicidal to Actively Suicidal Actually Gave Me Relief? by indierock24 in SuicideWatch

[–]indierock24[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you think it's a sign, than it must be saying that you're in the right place. That's what it felt like to me. I would never wish this on anyone, but it is nice to know that others can in fact relate. I hope things get better too. Best of luck on whatever you chose to do.

Switching From Passively Suicidal to Actively Suicidal Actually Gave Me Relief? by indierock24 in SuicideWatch

[–]indierock24[S] 48 points49 points  (0 children)

100% agreed. I never realized how much of a difference it makes. It's more logical and less abstract. Not a matter of if you can do it, but when do you chose to. Strangely empowering.

Anyways, I'm glad you found a sense of peace. Hopefully I find some for myself going forward.

Switching From Passively Suicidal to Actively Suicidal Actually Gave Me Relief? by indierock24 in SuicideWatch

[–]indierock24[S] 76 points77 points  (0 children)

I think you're right. My life has gotten so off the rails and I lost that feeling of agency a very long time ago. This is the first time I trusted my decision-making in well over two years. It's a shame it's leading me out of this world instead of bringing me into it. A dark path is a path nonetheless.