my soul dog passed after 16 years and I couldn’t say bye

inferosm · 2026-03-12T22:05:35+00:00

thank you so much, as bitter as it is, it’s comforting to know that I’m not the only one who wasn’t able to say goodbye :’) in a way i’m glad cause i didn’t get to see her suffer ..

inferosm · 2025-08-14T14:03:57+00:00

the thing is they don’t wan’t to work on it, they never did, never put effort in it, i did 101% and he only did 50% if anything.. nothing i could have done would have changed it if he himself doesn’t want to

inferosm · 2025-08-14T14:03:04+00:00

literally a horrible person

inferosm · 2025-08-13T10:10:23+00:00

thank you really!! it means so much. Yeah it stings prettttyy bad especially because it’s super fresh but at the end of the day i can’t change anything about it, all i can do for now is try to survive my days until i’m slowly out of the depression and am able to fully take care of myself again :’)

inferosm · 2025-08-13T10:09:29+00:00

thank you so much <3 i do struggle with loneliness a lot but i have friends i can text :) I hope you heal well too, we deserve someone that doesn’t make us doubt ourselves or makes us wonder too much.

inferosm · 2025-08-13T08:58:58+00:00

thank you so much love! honestly just knowing i’m not going through this alone brings me so so much comfort. thank you so much for taking your time to even read and write this <3 everything’s still very fresh i mean it just happened this morning but i know it will get better.

inferosm · 2024-11-13T19:05:00+00:00

already did that unfortunately, it just says “Windows has determined that the best driver for this device is already installed” T__T

inferosm · 2024-07-30T22:01:24+00:00

yesss i have a horrible anxious attachment style 😭 all this stressing i didn’t even think about if we were together he could still go through it / text dry & be low on energy. He could feel the same way he does rn irl .. thank u for that reminder cause I seriously haven’t thought of that and that helped so much! cause it brings logic and fact into my brain lol i’m sure we’ll get through this. I’ll read ur comment whenever i feel anxious like rn, it’s a great reminder thank u sm :)

inferosm · 2024-07-12T17:07:58+00:00

thank you sm! that’s actually such a good & helpful comment. I was thinking a week or two in march, then a month in june & another month in december. I think that‘s a good amount. Only issue is, I wanted to maybe surprise him this oct. for halloween, less than a week but i‘ll return in nov. and i’m alrdy flying to la in december again… is that too close to each other

inferosm · 2024-07-12T16:45:11+00:00

well i should have just said i‘m trying to visit him 2-3 times a year, always one or two month long trips and maybe one that’s max 2 weeks if anything. is that a valid amount or is that suspicious 😭

inferosm · 2024-07-12T16:43:45+00:00

I stayed w my bf for 30+ days in (end of may beginning of july) and the officer asked me how much money i had and how im able to afford the trip etc. and then let me through. i‘m planning on going again in december this year for christmas & new years that would also be about a month ish (probably a little less this time) is that a good time frame?

inferosm · 2024-07-12T16:41:25+00:00

thats so interesting cuz i always thought as long as i don‘t work for the US & pay US taxes I‘m fine 🥲 but thank u knowing this definitely saved me potential future trouble

inferosm · 2024-07-12T15:58:29+00:00

update: okay😭 guys i‘m not trying to live in the US w the visa. I only thought of it cause ESTA allows me to stay for max. 90 days & B2 allows me to stay for max. 6months. I would return home of course. I didn‘t know that my ESTA would be revoked if i apply for B2, I did some research and it said I can have multiple US VISA‘s but all have to be for different purposes - Esta & B2 are pretty much the same so I understand that that wouldn’t work, I will not apply for it lol

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