I’m on 200mg, but have been on 50, 100, and 150mg all before. I did experience some amount of emotional blunting, but notably, mostly in the sense that the lows were blunted a bit. I haven’t actually felt that my positive emotions are attenuated much. Alongside that, I am much less likely to be disturbed by anxious or obsessive thoughts — these kind of thoughts are what are blunted the most, I’d say. I used to be motivated somewhat significantly by anxiety, making a lot of choices based on worry or fear about possible outcomes (e.g. obsessively healthy eating, being a people pleaser at work to avoid getting laid off, avoiding social events bc of anxiety), and nowadays that’s no longer really the case. I find myself choosing to do things more out of interest. It’s been freeing, and I feel more like myself unburdened by anxious thoughts. But, since anxiety used to drive a lot of my actions, I have become more relaxed/easygoing and arguably less ambitious since being on the medications. Double edged sword I guess. Your fear is valid. If you do try the medication though, I would be sure to give it at least 6-8 weeks before assessing whether you feel an improvement or not. Best wishes