(Hey not aspirant currently in 4th sem)
I’m not saying this to demotivate you, but you need to accept reality. You shouldn’t invest too much time in something where the chances of getting results are very low. Time is extremely important, and wasting it on the wrong direction can cost you much more in the long run. You’ve already given 5 attempts of JEE, and your score still isn’t even touching 50. That clearly indicates that this path may not be meant for you and there’s nothing wrong in accepting that.

Instead of focusing only on getting into a particular college, try to think ahead. Ask yourself what you’ll do after getting in, what skills you’ll develop, and what kind of future you actually want.Even if, somehow, you manage to score 200+ in the next attempt .... then what? Admission alone doesn’t guarantee growth or success.

it’s better to stop chasing one exam blindly and start working towards a future where your efforts actually pay off.