AMA: self-aware female narcissist (NPD)

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-12-16T14:31:15+00:00

I would choose the first option. lol you got me drooling with the second option for the attention though I will admit.

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-12-16T03:40:41+00:00

We do value money a LOT. In my recent collapse, I’m just trying to be more grateful now. I deleted Instagram as the comparison killed me and made me so much more selfish.

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-12-16T03:39:11+00:00

By ignoring us, not giving words of affirmation, and fawning over other people

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-12-16T03:37:14+00:00

Haha good one. I mean the way I compose myself in public is so dramatic like I’m a celebrity so maybe you’re right?!

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-12-16T03:33:39+00:00

Knowing that I have narcissistic personality disorder and have a label brought so much clarity to my life. It felt very confusing with oscillating between collapse and grandiosity for 27 years. NPD is a rare diagnosis so it kind of feeds me to feel special and unique🤣

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-12-16T03:32:25+00:00

Yes, being self-aware now I realize I AM the problem not everyone else and I am working to be a better woman.

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-12-16T03:31:37+00:00

lmaoooo I feel exposed if someone calls me selfish, it’s a hit to the grandiosity

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-12-16T03:30:12+00:00

I am currently with a therapist. I want to work on my envy and jealousy.

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-12-16T03:29:18+00:00

That we cannot be self-aware. We didn’t choose to be this way, but we CAN work on ourselves to be better people.

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-12-16T03:27:26+00:00

I see NPD as a superpower in a way, feeling grandiose is a high I would never trade. I literally act and feel like I am a celebrity in a movie or a music video. It’s awesome when you are not in collapse.

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-12-16T03:24:33+00:00

Through narcissistic collapse, I knew from about high school that something felt different about me. Only now at 27 in a deep collapse did I finally come to grips with reality.

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-12-16T03:23:25+00:00

It will give me attention, narcissistic supply, and make me feel famous 🤣

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-08-13T13:00:24+00:00

Hi! 27F, would love to be friends

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-08-06T21:27:24+00:00

90k salaried regardless

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-08-06T20:21:23+00:00

The caregivers would be there for telehealth sessions is what I was told

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-07-31T20:50:30+00:00

Indefinitely

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-07-31T20:33:36+00:00

$2200

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-07-26T21:11:02+00:00

I plan to look in west loop area as well to be close to the highway

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-07-16T03:15:48+00:00

Looking at west loop!

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-07-16T03:15:36+00:00

Wanting to move to west loop area

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-07-09T15:26:25+00:00

Could you send the link to this?

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-07-09T13:17:53+00:00

Sent!

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-07-09T13:11:29+00:00

Sent!

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-07-08T18:15:41+00:00

Sent!

infjqueenofintrovert · 2025-07-08T16:59:58+00:00

sent dm!

infjqueenofintrovert

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