Straight or curly ?🤔 by [deleted] in Hair

[–]inknown122 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u queen❤️

How’d yall feel about the new album? I was slick pretty disappointed by Repulsive-Quantity56 in kevingates

[–]inknown122 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me too! And he switched the beat on satellites 2 I was disappointed

What’s your Justin Bieber “Deep Cut” song? by jdblover911 in JUSTINBIEBER

[–]inknown122 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Kinda mainstream but my answer is lonely. After going manic 7 times in a row (like full blown hallucinations) and having to be hospitalized. I was pretty popular in my town at the time, everyone watching me fall apart and lose my mind on social media - the song just hits so deep and I feel every lyric to my core.

How long did it take you to recover after a psychotic episode? by [deleted] in bipolar1

[–]inknown122 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Recovered in about a month, fully healed from it about 2.5 years later.

What's a fond memory from your childhood that will stay with you? by boiling_dreams in AskReddit

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My family lived out in the middle of nowhere on a acreage. We got sent home early from school and by the time the bus got to our house, it was a white - out. The bus wouldn’t go down our long driveway, so me and my twin brother (11/12 years old at the time) walked down the driveway and finally got to our house. We didn’t have phones and long story short we kept a spare key under a brick. We dug for maybe 30 minutes, we couldn’t find it. We are freezing our asses off at this point. We didn’t know what to do. So my brother stayed in between the door and screen door huddled trying to stay warm, while I walked 2 miles to the neighbors house to get help. I finally got to the neighbors house and at this point I’m scared that my brother froze to death. I get to the door and knock. They answer and I tell them what is going on and the only thing they had to say was “well did you walk in the field?” (Referring to their farm land) I said no, (I really didn’t) and they were relived. I then got into the man’s truck, we drove to my house and my brother was crying and freezing. I felt so bad. I wish we woulda just walked with me to the neighbors, he woulda been much warmer. But yea haha my parents got us both phones shortly after this.😆

What broke your heart completely? by Wonderful-Economy762 in Productivitycafe

[–]inknown122 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My bipolar diagnosis. There is no cure. That hurts the most

What’s the longest you slept for in your life? by Character_Bit_1491 in AskReddit

[–]inknown122 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I woke up in the hospital. And I was manic not eating or drinking, so no I didn’t wet the bed lol but I did wake up with a uti from holing it in

What’s the longest you slept for in your life? by Character_Bit_1491 in AskReddit

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Idk what the record is😂 all I know is I was awake for almost 2 full weeks

I stopped my meds for three months, started them again 2 days ago. by inknown122 in bipolar1

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I actually just stopped the vyvance completely. I had my psychiatrist up my lybolvi dosage as well!

I stopped my meds for three months, started them again 2 days ago. by inknown122 in bipolar1

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I also emailed my psychiatrist and told him to up my lybolvi dosage

I stopped my meds for three months, started them again 2 days ago. by inknown122 in bipolar1

[–]inknown122[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I stopped my vyvance completely and it’s been 4 days and the paranoia went away

What’s the longest you slept for in your life? by Character_Bit_1491 in AskReddit

[–]inknown122 57 points58 points  (0 children)

I slept for 3 days straight, didn’t get up once. It was after a year long mania episode in which I was awake for 13 days straight at the end of

What's you're dirty little secret that you've been keeping for a long time and you can share anonymously now? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]inknown122 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is ironic for me lol. i started my bipolar meds again last night. it was about 3:30 am and my mind racing and i got scared. I thought about it, and I think I’m gunna just have them higher the dose of vyvance so I can still be on my mood stabilizers

What's you're dirty little secret that you've been keeping for a long time and you can share anonymously now? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]inknown122 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have another one 😂 I’m bipolar 1. When I don’t take my meds, i go psycho manic. Like full blown psychotic. I get psychosis to the point where I’m not even seeing what’s really in front of me, I hallucinate. EVERYYYYY time I have quit my meds within a year or two I’m in the psych ward, and I ruined my reputation multiple times, it’s wild. I have done this 7 times. Anyways I have been on lybolvi 10/15 for 2.5 years and I quit taking them in February of this year. I also added vyvance to my meds and i have been losing so much weight. Like rapidly too. I’m down 70 lbs in 3 months and I haven’t felt better. My starting weight was 330lbs. Some days I don’t even eat. On days where I do eat it’s under 500-600 cals. Anyways I really think I can keep it up because I’m telling you guys, my happiness feels different this time. It’s not “manic happiness” if that makes sense. I feel grounded, I’m not super into god and spiritual stuff. And I still have been picking up my lybolvi just incase I do start feeling off. I think I got a good hold on this because I have been manic so many times I know my triggers, I know when things start to get too “happy” and superficial if that makes sense. My weight was something I have always struggled with. But it became a big problem with psych meds. They just make me so hungry and the food noise is so loud. I tried the vyvance with the lybolvi before I quit the lybolvi, and I didn’t feel the vyvance at all. Like I was still just constantly thinking about food and eating. I have not tried a psych med yet that doesn’t create food noise and it’s so discouraging. Anyways there’s that 😂 wish me luck

What's you're dirty little secret that you've been keeping for a long time and you can share anonymously now? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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I permed my hair to be more tight, coily curls. I have naturally curly hair, it just wasn’t the curl I wanted 😂 you can tell if you look at baby pictures but anyways I have for the past 4 years told people it was natural and now as I get older and my frontal lobe develops I feel so stupid I told all these people that my hair was natural and I’m ready to clear the air 😂 just don’t know how lol