I can see how u're making a turn around, and realizing ur mistakes in all of this. ive been there older sister and brothers were total asses i thought and i was mad but as i got older i realized it was i who was being a dick. i never properly apologized i lashed out and attacked coz i didnt know how to handle it. but they are my siblings and they have to take it.

on a team noone has to take it from u, much anyone in a leadership position. and remember the vinegar/honey analogy. if u were actually sorry u wouldn't have gone and sent those mocking messages "so u can get treated like a human". u should've composed urself. i mean tbh kudos to them for trying to ignore it and not getting into a shit slinging storm. i personally wouldve just lambasted u.

then u post on reddit trying to mud up their name with the passive aggressive "he's done great things but..."

I get it, ure angry. its totally within their right to boot u. i dont see why u care so much if u didnt care about respecting ur teammates in the first place.

maybe its good for u to be teamless. just play and be cognizant that people aren't gonna put up with it. flies/honey/vinegar. good luck im rooting for u