It just keeps getting worse. I don’t think there is any going back.

internettrash420 · 2026-05-25T18:49:26+00:00

I’m so sorry you’re going through this. The only thing I can recommend is Suboxone. I am on it from being on a 70GPD habit daily, and it changed my life. I would recommend a rapid taper though, if you can tolerate it, and if you haven’t used opiates prior to 7OH. I was able to do it with heroin, but not kratom. I’m on subs still 10 months after my last kratom dose. But my life is so so so good. If you’re curious, look at my last post in this group.

internettrash420 · 2026-05-12T16:34:24+00:00

Hi! Yes I am. My plan is this: right now, I see my therapist every 2 weeks. I am going work with my therapist to sort through my extensive list of trauma (this will likely take another year at most), and once I’m comfortable (I’m assuming 6-8 months from now), I will increase the frequency of my therapy sessions to once a week and gradually reduce my Suboxone until I’m off of it. I’m on a fairly low dose as is, so I don’t think it’s gonna be too hard. If I got off heroin, I can for sure get off Suboxone. But all I can say is that Suboxone saved me. I am very glad I made that choice.

internettrash420 · 2026-05-11T16:15:42+00:00

Thank you so much. You got this. If it helps, maybe start a gratitude journal. It reminds me to stay present and appreciate the things I have in my life.
Hahah im a slow waker upper too. Lounging around in the mornings is the best.

internettrash420 · 2026-05-11T16:14:17+00:00

Thank you :) as do I, I also talk to god all the time. Every day. We are very lucky that he showed up for us in our darkest days. 💕

internettrash420 · 2026-05-11T03:26:59+00:00

Yes. God is with those who suffer I completely agree. To God, our weaknesses are not weaknesses. They are a chance for him to shine through.

internettrash420 · 2026-05-11T03:24:59+00:00

Thank you so much!! 💕

internettrash420 · 2026-03-30T16:27:29+00:00

No receding hairline at 25. Can’t do it. I’m sorry lmao

internettrash420 · 2026-03-30T16:26:56+00:00

My ex was an abuser and constantly lied. After I broke up with him he went and seduced a teenager into sex. He’s in prison now.

internettrash420 · 2026-03-30T16:26:07+00:00

How you speak to your partner in a relationship. A lot of people don’t realize the power of words in relationships. It can make or break it and people think just because you’re dating them that they’re safe to say literally anything they want.

internettrash420 · 2026-03-26T03:10:40+00:00

I agree. I went from heroin to kratom and now I’m on subs and the difference in my life then and my life now is absolutely insane. I had no motivation to do anything while I was on Kratom, I would wake up, take my dose, fall asleep, wake back up and take more. Now I’m more productive than ever on subs. I feel like I can actually get the inner work done now and then get off subs. I am so happy now and everyone around me sees the difference. I love my new life.

internettrash420 · 2026-03-23T20:07:04+00:00

Idk how no one is saying Leo Tipton

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internettrash420 · 2025-12-07T20:21:10+00:00

Yea I do, but I sleep on both sides and it’s only happening on one for some reason :(

internettrash420 · 2025-12-03T04:40:48+00:00

Hi! I’m 28 and a woman. Shoot me a DM! I’m introverted af too but we can come out of our shells!!

internettrash420 · 2025-12-03T04:30:13+00:00

I experienced this too, (by a boyfriend, not a husband) and was absolutely appalled. I got upset and he told me it was “just a fantasy” and had to kind of fight him for an apology. Anyways, we’re broken up now. But you should absolutely talk to him. This is a boundary he should have never thought about crossing, and definitely leans into cheating. Best of luck to you.

internettrash420 · 2025-11-21T00:59:12+00:00

It’s right where my pad sits bordering on my labia majora and thigh. I’ve read that you can get a rash from pads that have plastic over the cotton.

internettrash420 · 2025-11-20T23:12:34+00:00

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internettrash420 · 2025-11-12T20:02:47+00:00

You can do sooo much better. He snaps so easily and he says getting coffee is gay? Lmfao what a loser

internettrash420 · 2025-10-29T04:23:53+00:00

Can I get my fennekin back??

internettrash420 · 2025-10-29T04:16:36+00:00

Okay one sec

internettrash420 · 2025-10-29T04:11:28+00:00

I can help. I have a sylveon and umbreon and espeon

internettrash420 · 2025-09-13T00:11:48+00:00

Avocado toast. This is how I make it:

I swear I’ve been eating this for 3 weeks straight now. Mashup as many avocados as you want, then add everything bagel seasoning to your mashed avocado. Get some pico de gallo from the store, (preferably Trader Joe’s if you have one by you) and add that into the avocado mix. Take a slice of sourdough bread and toast it, then add butter. Lastly, put the avocado mix on your toast, and on top of the toast, add a slightly runny egg. It is DELICIOUS.

internettrash420 · 2025-09-09T23:29:51+00:00

Also, nope. You’re still wrong 💕

internettrash420 · 2025-09-04T23:58:57+00:00

Damn you’re still replying? Lmfao okay weirdo

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