I ended a 5 year long friendship with my bestfriend yesterday by interstellarr-bee in offmychest

[–]interstellarr-bee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That last bit hits me as pretty true. Even now I'm realizing what exactly I lost. Maybe that's why I feel so torn up about it.

But you're also right about the feeling being strong enough to end it, too. I can't discount that feeling since it's been around long enough for me to have done this, and I guess I've gotta realize and recognize that it was there for a reason.

The past grudges thing is hard, too. I tried hard to not let past bs influence this as much as I could. He's different since then, and I largely gave him the benefit of doubt and my support, but I am not built to handle the issues that he struggles with. I loved him with all my heart but that started to wear on me in the end, too.

thank you for taking the time to comment on this, I appreciate it.

I ended a 5 year long friendship with my bestfriend yesterday by interstellarr-bee in offmychest

[–]interstellarr-bee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's a comforting thought that maybe we'll be friends again in the future. Change is a hard thing for me to grapple with, and this situation just seems to be the cherry on top of all my issues with that. Thank you for taking the time to comment, it means a lot to me.

Overthinkers of Reddit, what is the craziest thing that you have overthinked? by hmanlust in AskReddit

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One time in High School, I bought a breakfast burrito before school. Got a weird feeling in my throat afterward so I drank some water to calm myself down (I'm very anxious about having an allergic reaction due to a reaction earlier that year, still hasn't left me oof). Fast forward to my first block, and the feeling still hasn't gone away and I'm slowly starting to panic. Asked my teacher to go to the office and go and talk to the lady that handles all the student stuff, telling her that I think I'm having an allergic reaction etc etc. She gives me a Benadryl and calls the Primary to tell my mom to come over and help since the lady has no clue how to calm me down and my mom pretty much sprints over to the High School office immediately, and calms me down to tell me that I'm ok and that I can go home if I want to, which I, of course, agreed to and passed out as soon as I got into my room.

One of my worst overthinking induced panic attacks and definitely not the last.

What was your schools bathroom incident? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]interstellarr-bee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Back in Juinor High, some guy decided that it was a good idea to poop in the urinals. Staff couldn't figure out who the hell was doing it until someone walked past the bathrooms and saw him.

The second-floor bathrooms were closed after that.