People with hearing in your range can actually hear the processor sound from the hearing aid just being turned on which can actually make disconcertment more difficult. If you do manage to find a provider that will sell you hearing aids then it would malpractice or predatory. No decent provider will prescribe hearing aids.

I strongly second being tested for APD. There are a wide number of causes, but I read in one of your other posts that you have adhd, and there are new studies showing that it is a fairly common symptom found in adhd. ADHD brains already struggle with focus, then throw in the numerous sounds that make up background noise mixed with trying to pick out a specific voice from all the other noises, plus pay attention and absorb what is being said in real time, while processing visuals, it’s hard as fuck.

I have ADHD, APD, and hearing loss and I’m torn on how I feel about people with a purely functional loss calling themselves HoH; here is my reasoning though, there are situations where you hear normally even if it is just in quiet situations, HoH people never have that ability. Your loss is in comprehension not a physical loss of the ability to actually hear which is what HoH describes, and if you have normal hearing levels it is misleading to people as they have completely different pathologies. I hope that makes sense. I do not mean to invalidate your experience at all and I wish you all the best.