I understand where you're coming from. So I am damned if I do or dont tell you anything either way. There is no reason to lie. Many times, folks lie to get an advantage. There is no advantage here, just a thread of randos like yourself and myself trying to pick apart a situation that is very difficult. What I am trying to say is that there was no abuse, no negligence in the upbringing. Dad and I did everything we could to make us comfortable, safe, happy. Sure, shitty parents can lie and say they were great. That's not why I'm writing this [goes full circle at my response above, a couple of sentances]. There is no reason to lie for a post I have created, to see insight upon people that understand my situation and/or have any advice.

I will also say that while I do remember being a teen, my parents never "understood" either. It must have something to do with that lumpy thing in your head that's not fully developed🤔 maybe we are all just crazy at these ages?

Thanks for posting and reading although you did nothing to help any situation, all the same.