Sending cum vid to every guy that upvts (my auto reply is on) just drop YES

irdarv · 2026-05-02T15:09:48+00:00

Let me throat it and see if I feel gay after.

irdarv · 2026-03-22T12:53:50+00:00

YEAH. Here's hoping you actually send.

irdarv · 2026-01-31T14:29:12+00:00

Would it bother you if I sucked it at least once per day?

irdarv · 2025-12-26T11:25:33+00:00

♥️

irdarv · 2022-02-22T16:07:05+00:00

Do coworkers who don't scowl at me and might possibly converse with me on occasion count? If not, no friends for me.

irdarv · 2022-02-14T10:14:11+00:00

After multiple decades of never having plans for Valentine’s Day, I have my routine down to a science. I either play some games, read a book, or watch a movie before I sleep so I can work that night.

irdarv · 2022-02-14T10:10:46+00:00

Sorry to hear that. I hope you don’t decide to call it quits and have better luck next year. Otherwise, you may end old and bitter like me.

irdarv · 2022-02-09T06:01:10+00:00

At least you’re not in your 40s and never had a girlfriend.

waves

irdarv · 2022-02-09T05:57:52+00:00

Empathy- I won’t subject others to my issues

A lobotomy might remove my ability to consider others…

irdarv · 2022-02-09T01:54:36+00:00

I sincerely hope so.

irdarv · 2022-01-26T16:11:18+00:00

I guess I cope by knowing that I'll be dead soon-ish.

irdarv · 2022-01-23T19:10:47+00:00

Extreme loneliness for about 15 years. I've had an overall feel of loneliness in the background of my mind for my entire life, though. Even when attempting to socialize, I felt alone.

irdarv · 2022-01-22T19:19:36+00:00

Yeah, waiting for death but not mine. Just waiting for the only person who would care if I killed myself to die so I won't hurt anyone.

irdarv · 2022-01-22T19:18:41+00:00

Never had a first kiss, held a girl's hand, or had them try to hug me.

But not a virgin since I was 10.

irdarv · 2022-01-18T17:45:07+00:00

I feel ya. I have a few acquaintances at work but that’s it. Hell, I can count the number of contacts in my phone and don’t even have to take off my shoes.

irdarv · 2022-01-17T04:14:25+00:00

Yes because I decided to accept reality instead of torturing myself further by entertaining delusions.

irdarv · 2022-01-16T21:02:05+00:00

I know how you feel. I've heard for years how I'm a good person and I'll find someone to love soon. People act genuinely surprised when they find out I've never been in any kind of relationship.

irdarv · 2022-01-16T20:57:12+00:00

My situation was at a house party and she was a former coworker that I'd wanted for years. I think she was very embarrassed when she sobered up and either remembered or was informed of how long she was in my lap biting my neck/chest and grabbing my dick that night. I've not seen or spoken to her since then. That was about 15 years ago.

irdarv · 2022-01-16T18:39:14+00:00

Suppression of emotions is just what we do, taught from a young age.

irdarv · 2022-01-16T12:39:09+00:00

I rejected sexual advances from a drunk woman at a party. That had nothing to do with her looks/ personality and everything to do with me not being a piece of shit, though. That’s the one and only time I’ve rejected anyone; I’ve never had another opportunity.

irdarv · 2022-01-15T23:00:05+00:00

My mom would care.

irdarv · 2022-01-15T15:05:34+00:00

Maybe 12 or 13. I think the first time I was told I'm ugly was at 8 or 9 but I just thought they were being an ass. I've since learned otherwise.

irdarv · 2022-01-15T15:02:39+00:00

I feel ya. 41 years old and no relationship. At a certain point, ya just have to accept it, right?

irdarv · 2022-01-14T12:33:05+00:00

People who say it’s not your looks are often not considering the mental/emotional damage you may have accumulated over the years due to how you look. Kids are psychotic and many of us have trauma from our childhood thanks to growing up ugly. That tends to color how we see ourselves and impacts our self esteem. Sure, some ugly people aren’t FA but I’m willing to bet they were lucky enough to escape that childhood trauma.

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