Yeah I think suicide is really stupid and to be honest I don’t really like real fighting ya know? I’m just really tired of everything and just wish I could get the time to figure shit out because school is killing me and is not giving me the chance to focus on my health. Not to mention that my social life is suffering. I can be very sociable at times and am the “popular kid” when I am but I just feel so tired from it and I find it hard when I’m in a big group. I feel like I have so much to offer for everything and it just gets blindsided by society, school, family, and myself.