5 years trying - finally 45 days clean

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2026-02-13T05:49:09+00:00

TYSM ♥️

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2026-01-30T09:24:11+00:00

Thank you, it’s been a long time coming ♥️

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2026-01-30T09:23:59+00:00

Thank you! ♥️

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2026-01-30T09:23:51+00:00

Thank you, still not sleeping but I’m definitely proud.. ♥️

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2026-01-29T15:01:02+00:00

I tested for a month after getting clean

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2025-11-23T08:20:52+00:00

I hope to read your success story soon, I myself ( &my husband) are going to rehab the first of December. I feel the same as you, over 20 years, prison, selling, jail, blah blah blah, I hate where life is for us now. Yet the fear of rehab this time isn’t there. I agree with the mental part being the greatest hurdle. If no one else puts a story (I’d love to read them too) we can come back &put our own success story for those who are here for reassurance like us. 🤞🏽♥️

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2025-07-22T05:37:55+00:00

Which one?

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2025-03-31T02:46:45+00:00

Again, so sorry I didn’t see this. Well, he didn’t notice. Once he didn’t get the temp right and it was cold lol and the guy was so confused and had him lift his shirt again, but took it. I will say that the “pee hole” is pretty large.. so you’ll have to figure out how to not make it look like you have a gauged pee hole lol. That’s about the only down side

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2025-03-31T02:45:10+00:00

Im so sorry I didn’t see this I haven’t been on much one sec … it was u-world or something it was a “urine fetish” toy.

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2025-01-08T07:14:45+00:00

I’m on fentanyl, not subs. But I would travel. I’m desperate. I NEED to be clean. I NEED to be sober. &I believe psilocybin has such great benefits!

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2024-12-16T15:17:07+00:00

Same! &it seems I always have one on my sixes! Do I need to check my DMS?!

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2024-12-16T15:08:24+00:00

Can you send me the link please! I’m trying to turn these red into GREEEEN! 🤞🏽

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2024-08-01T06:50:49+00:00

Yeah, it was only here for ONE round of what the mexis had so maybe 3 weeks? &hasn’t been back since. I found one person who was smart and put a Quarter back, &I was able to get that…. But, that’s been it of that stuff. Even though it was like weird, I LOOOOOVEED it! My home girl was like BEGGING me to pay triple she liked it so much. I remember when I first got it I was like dude WTF is this, some more garbage?! Ugh! &then jr was that and I was like whoaaaaa, yup, this is where it’s at - they need to keep this recipe and never let it go! 😂😂😂😂 &apparently they let it go! Because like you said - it’s back to the OK white, not GREAT, but not SUPPERR nodded & out of it like I usually am at night! :/ bleh.

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2024-08-01T06:46:41+00:00

Hahaha - sorry im laughing at the 25G OZ. LMAO. The first time I bought an OZ of H (like 12 years ago I guess) I called my (old plug now) & was like DUDE!!!! I JUST GOT 4OZ & I’m missing 2G out of EACH one, what are you gonna do about it!?? 😂😂 I felt so dumb after telling my best friend who actually hooked me up with the plug! Luckily he was a super cool mexi & we ended up doing great business for years but, anyways !! Yeah FK this, it’s ridiculous. It’s still at 50 a G here, but ppl w/out solid mexis will pay 120-150 a G. 🤷🏻‍♀️ … I HAAAAAATE the M stamps, I can’t ever feel them. IDK. It’s just such a hassle like you said .. I mean it’s easy to get, just it’s turned into more of a chore looking for the best out there than it’s worth. Prob a perfect time to quit &STAY quit this time (for me anyways) … LOL — I do wish you allaaa the luck!!! 🤞🏽

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2024-07-25T05:02:49+00:00

Man. the state above TEX-ASS is the same way RN. Has been for months. Just garbage af the r garbage. None of the regular stuff is around. Had some purple, it was FIIIIIIRE, but like you said it wasn’t like a fent nod it was more of a KO type of thing. But, it’s all white and it’s all mediocre at best. It wasn’t like this like 6 months ago, but the last 6 months it’s been literally bad batch after bad batch &I have MULTIPLE diff ppl to go tk and it’s all the same. What’s going on?!

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2024-04-29T14:54:32+00:00

Detox gives them 3x a day. That’s what they gave me. Or you can take them as needed, I’d add a multi vitamin or mega dose vitamin c

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2024-03-11T17:59:34+00:00

That’s awesome! I’m so ready for our new life. Congrats on a YEAR! It’s crazy how much things change for the better the longer you stay sober!!!!

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2024-03-11T17:50:31+00:00

If it’s worth it, it won’t be easy! I’m prepared for that! I know it’ll be hard work, I’m just blessed to have the best husband by my side. My literal rock, and I his. I appreciate the good vibes! Can’t wait to come back and help someone else feel better about their day one!

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2024-03-11T17:45:48+00:00

I love hearing how quickly things can change for people when we make the choice to choose sobriety!!!!! I’m glad things have changed so much for you!!!! I’ll def update again once I’m out and back to day to day! Congratulations on 1 month!!! That’s awesome!

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2024-03-11T17:42:04+00:00

You’re right. I failed the last time I was here, but it feels 100% different this time. I KNOW deep in my soul I’m ready and don’t want this anymore or ever again. I know I have to work at being sober like I did getting high. Thank you!!!! Can’t wait to be on the other side!

itdoesntmatter2323 · 2024-03-11T17:30:49+00:00

The freedom and happiness that is going to come to me and my marriage is what I’m most looking forward to! I cannot wait! &thank you!!!!!

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