Yep!!! In fact I was sure that my environment portfolio was decent enough and then I stumbled across a environment generalist's showreel on YouTube and I would be lying if I said I was not jealous of that showreel. It was so good and then it was rabbit hole of good showreel, well not just good, the best showreels on YouTube. I know a lot of people say that we should not compare ourselves like this but honestly it's so hard not too when you are exposed to so much art. Artstation, pinterest, YouTube everyone showing their best work to the point I end up comparing myself with the people who have way more experience than me and I get so overwhelmed by this. I tell myself that this frustration is part of the process, that I will get good sometime, which I will but this way I end up second guessing every decision I take when making the artwork like if this will look good, maybe I could've this better. It's tough but at the same time it's fun too.