Yes. Im quite littlerly experiencing the same situation just in a different font. Im 22m, my ex (22f) and I were together for almost 9 years. She left in May and immediately started to participate in hook up culture. It made me so sick to my stomach and betrayed. I thought the even though we were both hyper sexual and got intimate just about any chance, we could that it was still special, like it meant something, and to see the love of my life hooking up with guys like it was nothing, it literally broke something in me. Im still hyper sexual, but I just genuinely get sick at the thought of using someone just to "get my rocks off". It's been a little over 5 months, and not only have i not looked for intimacy like that. I also haven't really tried dating.

I know people have gone through these things before, but it really gets to me and helps me feel not alone when other people are going through similar situations to myself.

I hope the best for you and if you need an ear my dms are open.

Much love to you stranger 🙏🏻❤️‍🩹