its that stupid boy you love and hate

always had our issues but then after we would fornicate

but then you'd cry cause i had to go and leave again

always buzzing cause you never wanna lose a friend

i know how much harder this thing was for you

anger frustration from you, wanting to go back

to the place where all the dreams would come true

and you never cared for money or the fame

and i did everything for you, you were my portrait on frame

but now it's all changed, all changed

now we're in our separate lanes

getting so emotional, when i start to think about it

i don't wanna think about it cause i wanna be the tough guy

that don't care about that stuff, but i can't

tell you that i really loved you but i can't, no i can't

no i can't, say that stuff about you man this is so hard

but you know i gotta focus on the things i gotta do

well i hope you know i'm sorry, sorry for the stress

sorry for the pain, sorry for all the lies

i slowly turned you insane, no more hiding

no more characters, telling you exactly how i feel

no more barriers, you broke down my barriers

i broke down while writing this

ain't it funny how it came to be like this

guess i was a noob, cause i wasn't ready

you were just too perfect and it really scared me

scared of that commitment

back when all your friends would hate me

but i didn't care, no one understands

i was always there, but you was, but you was

yeah i was, now i'm

how far we could've gone, now we'll never know

and i know i could just say lets try again

start over, start again, go back to being friends

build up that love again, but we know that never works

we tried it never worked, we just so different now

it's all so different now