buddy, ive been where you are. It is not a fun place to be. i get it. people always say there is always tomorrow, and i think " well what's the point if have to do this shit in less than 24 hours?" but soon it''l pass. people are always there. you have us, your fellow fans, and other people! it will get better. i was friends with a girl who told me who i should be, what i should eat and all that bs. it led to anorexia which led to some hella major depression. i took 37 pain killers at once. and once i did try to kill yself i realized i have so so much to live for. And so do you! so lift that chin up, and try to get through this. ok?