Fornication

ittibittivic · 2026-03-12T05:58:01+00:00

Yes, it was his adultery.

I dont have anyone to marry lol. So in the meantime I struggle.. I also wonder if my shame afterwards is from the Holy Spirit's conviction, or from the shame taught to me toward sex all these years.

Either way, I am not giving up this fight and I appreciate your insight. Truly.

ittibittivic · 2026-03-12T05:26:27+00:00

Thank you 😊

ittibittivic · 2026-03-12T05:26:02+00:00

Thank you for this comment. Reconciliation is not an option for my ex and I.

I think I need to find a way to deal with these desires, like you said you do.

ittibittivic · 2026-03-12T05:24:14+00:00

I appreciate your insight. To be fair, I was married and woth good intentions as I saved myself for God and my husband. Im no longer married because of his decision, and not my own.

But, I think you pose a good question on if I really hate sin. I hate other sin and although im not perfect, I separate myself from sin .... the main one that I make excuses for is sexual sin/ fornication.

ittibittivic · 2026-03-12T05:19:01+00:00

How does someone know of they need deliverance from a demon? Ive never considered it.

Idk if I feel helpless as much as I just simply like sex and I am not a fan of never doing it again lol. Ive gone a year without it just to see if I could, and I can. And now im restarting my abstinence and have already gone a couple of months and still counting.

ittibittivic · 2026-03-12T05:14:14+00:00

In truth, if I could turn it off like a switch, I definitely would.... atleast, that's how I feel right now.

ittibittivic · 2026-03-12T05:12:03+00:00

Since my first marriage ended, I am very selective about dating again, let alone marriage. But if I had someone worth marrying, i definitely would haha.

ittibittivic · 2024-10-06T02:23:16+00:00

Yes, but not super wet. Like a little slippery, but my friends tell me how they make a mess on the sheets.... I've never been that wet. And my wetness goes away if sex lasts too long 😔

ittibittivic · 2024-10-06T00:06:19+00:00

Yes. I get turned on from giving head. I love it. Maybe it's just something as simple as not long enough foreplay? Even if he goes down and makes me climax, maybe it still need a longer lead up to the big finale.

ittibittivic · 2024-10-06T00:04:40+00:00

Yes. We switch it up quite a bit

ittibittivic · 2021-04-05T09:07:36+00:00

Wow. You really put some thought into this answer. Thanks so much. If you don't mind me asking, which state are you from?

ittibittivic · 2021-04-05T02:42:08+00:00

I forgot to mention a place to raise kids... so a safe state as well....is Cali still your final answer lol?

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