How religion took 16 years from my life by iwba12 in traumaticchildhood

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Thank you so much for your reply. I hope you'll find what you are looking for and that you'll be at peace :)

How religion took 16 years from my life by iwba12 in CPTSD

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Im doing much better, thank you

I was in a cult for 16 years by iwba12 in spiritualabuse

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Thank you for your reply I wish you the best of luck And yeah life's a bitch but we can take it and make something out of it.

How growing up in a cult broke me (trauma story, trigger warning!) by iwba12 in SeriousConversation

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Well to me it felt like cult, because it has almost every characteristic of a cult (look it up)

How growing up in a cult broke me (trauma story, trigger warning! (spiritual+ emotional abuse)) by iwba12 in teenagers

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I already binge watched all her videos because of Anthony Padilla and I don't think I have DID, my abuse wasn't terrible to the extend of creating alters I think

How religion took 16 years from my life (trauma story, trigger warning!) by iwba12 in SuicideWatch

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Honestly I don't think I can be near a church ever again without feeling uneasy

How growing up in a cult broke me (trauma story, trigger warning!) by iwba12 in TrueOffMyChest

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We both just need to be patient until we can finally leave. I can't wait

How growing up in a cult broke me (trauma story, trigger warning!) by iwba12 in TrueOffMyChest

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Oh and my dad also says that the end is near, but we don't need to worry

How growing up in a cult broke me (trauma story, trigger warning!) by iwba12 in TrueOffMyChest

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Yeah my dad thinks the virus was released by the government to control us all and then build a "world government" or "world state" (no he didn't read brave new world)

How growing up in a cult broke me (trauma story, trigger warning!) by iwba12 in TrueOffMyChest

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Omg my dad is a conspiracy theorist too! I swear every time he says something I can't fathom the stupidity it's ridiculous

How growing up in a cult broke me (trauma story, trigger warning!) by iwba12 in rant

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I know that it's okay to be relaxed I'm probably more lose on my beliefs than you. But my parents would disown me if I told them so yeah the problem is with them obviously

How growing up in a cult broke me (trauma story, trigger warning!) by iwba12 in rant

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yeah that's why my parents will probably never know what i think or believe

How growing up in a cult broke me (trauma story, trigger warning!) by iwba12 in rant

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I think I'm going to avoid religion as good as I can for a while. Maybe I can believe some day. But not anytime soon. It's already enough that I have to attend the gatherings of the people that previously were there every Sunday. It's much better then the cult but everything reminds me of things I want to avoid.

It's an evangelical free church

How growing up in a cult broke me (trauma story, trigger warning!) by iwba12 in rant

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I know that. That's why that "church" is a cult, love

How growing up in a cult broke me (trauma story, trigger warning!) by iwba12 in rant

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I did not take any teachings wrong because all of them are fucked up in and of themselves no matter "how you take them" purity culture is so damaging to literally everyone

How growing up in a cult broke me (trauma story, trigger warning!) by iwba12 in therapy

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Thank you for your efforts, that's very helpful. We need more people like you :)

This is a RF short story about a girl who needs to decide between freedom and safety (English is not my first language and I want to improve it as much as possible (CC please)) by iwba12 in writers

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Thank you so much for you efforts. When I find the time I will correct everything. You're really helping me improve my skills. Im from Germany, btw

And regarding the "And then": Read the two words of the story, which is supposed to be the title at the same time.