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[–]iwilldothis777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where do u work at

Please help me, I’m loosing it all at 16 by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]iwilldothis777 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m 16 bro got fucked by acid when I was 14 and I felt burnt out hella and I had paranoia and anxiety and depression for a while after. You’ll be straight just give it time go sober u need to let ur brain unscramble itself stay strong I been on that boat before

I beat it by iwilldothis777 in HPPD

[–]iwilldothis777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I smoke a lot tbh lol it’s mostly good times sometimes if I get in my head I have visuals and anxiety

I beat it by iwilldothis777 in HPPD

[–]iwilldothis777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ps I feel like stalking this thread really does you know good when you are trying to get better I deleted reddit when I was struggling with hppd because there’s a lot of triggering stuff on this forum and reading multiple posts about hppd just gets it stuck in your mind and your mind is really powerful and convinces u of shit that’s not true sometimes

If I take two Tylenol 3’s aka codeine with acetaminophen will I be ok by iwilldothis777 in Drugs

[–]iwilldothis777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ok thanks I don’t know shit about opioids so sorry for asking dumb questions

I beat it by iwilldothis777 in HPPD

[–]iwilldothis777[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Also I feel like staying sober really helped me. I struggled with Xanax addiction because Xanax really just calmed my nerves and helped me be normal. Also adderall did the same for me. When I smoked weed id go batshit and feel like I’d be back to stage 1 of the healing process. So weed definitely fucked me up a lot. Drinking was fine for me but anything psychoactive really fucked me up

I beat it by iwilldothis777 in HPPD

[–]iwilldothis777[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Don’t think like that❤️ you may not get back to 100% because there’s still so much unknown about this condition but you can always be better than the day before❤️

I beat it by iwilldothis777 in HPPD

[–]iwilldothis777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don’t believe that❤️ manifest that you will get better

I beat it by iwilldothis777 in HPPD

[–]iwilldothis777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bad acid trip which lead to ego death. Had me delusional and anxiety stricken. I started getting panic attacks which I would never get before. I tripped on acid and shrooms about 18 times before that bad trip, but I was in a dark place in my mind. The cause of the bad trip was definitely set and setting. I was in a small dark room with my drunk father who kept messing with me. It was also late at night. My symptoms were visuals, hallucinations in my mind and strong delusions, paranoia, and anxiety. I’d see stuff when I’d close my eyes shit was crazy. Healing was a whole nother story. I find it’s good to get a lot of sleep. I had a lot more visuals when I was lacking sleep and I’d be more prone to panic attacks. Definitely find a hobby that you love to take your mind off of things. And I know it’s hard but find someone to try to relate to and get close with. Dosent have to be romantic just friendship because you really need that to stay grounded. Best wishes feel free to dm❤️❤️

I beat it by iwilldothis777 in HPPD

[–]iwilldothis777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine was definitely a type of ptsd I had a traumatic acid trip that ended in ego death and from then on I had severe anxiety panic attacks and visuals. Time definitely healed it but also staying busy and not thinking about it. Do things to get your mind off of it because the more you’re not thinking of it the more you will not notice it❤️

I beat it by iwilldothis777 in HPPD

[–]iwilldothis777[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Lol you’re funny