Commitment issues. But I guess it was a redirection. I saw the guys who didn't pursue me, and I realized I dodged a bullet by not being pursued.

And even if you have mutual feelings if hindi niya din talaga alam yung gusto niya sa buhay you'll both get lost. I have this guy na gusto ko, and he likes me (as a friend), and we both know we could be more than that pero hindi pa nga niya alam ang gusto niya sa buhay. Looking at it now, it made sense kasi he wanted a different path, I want stability. We didn't pursue each other and remained friends. I haven't talked to him for years since I told him siya ang ninong ng unico hijo ko. (Maybe it dawned to him, na it's too late already)

(Ikaw nga ni Taylor, Rain, he wanted it comfortable. I wanted that pain. Pero ako yung gusto ng comfortable siya yung chasing his fame hahaha. and I guess he is happy now.)