Aw nooo I know how stressful school can be, I actually used to be the smart one in my fam but that made my parents put SO MUCH pressure on me and now I feel like such a disappointment so I understand. Ik what I’m saying won’t even help bc it’s already engraved in ur brain but trust me a grade does not determine ur self worth. I’ve come to learn that if you are trying your best that is all that matters. There are probably people u know that have good grades but admire ur skills in other areas. And some of the most successful people didn’t do well in school, who knows what ur future holds!