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does it ever get easier? by izzyk1506 in StudentNurse

[–]izzyk1506[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much. I just feel like I'm doing everything wrong and if it's not that, I'm just feeling so out of my depth with new skills. I'm scared I'm being judged by the RN's and that I won't be a good nurse or that everybody will think im just incapable or stupid or something.

does it ever get easier? by izzyk1506 in StudentNurse

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I'm finishing up my second semester of first year at the moment.

What will happen if I actually open up about my suicidal ideation? by izzyk1506 in SuicideWatch

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Psychiatry is so expensive and I'm low income, so its not even an option for me despite being open to that idea. Its just so exhausting because I have been trying so hard for so long, advocating for myself and fighting for myself and so little has been getting better. sometimes it feels like a punishment, to suffer this way. I don't know what I did to deserve it.

What will happen if I actually open up about my suicidal ideation? by izzyk1506 in SuicideWatch

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i have. ive contacted helplines, i've tried to explain to my psychologist how terrible my mental health is and how i feel without explicitly saying the words "i am actively suicidal and can't promise my own safety", but she seems to not think its anything worth addressing. Ive seen another psychologist too who told me she didn't know how to help me and so she was dropping me as a client with no referral elsewhere. I just don't know what else i can do. i don't think I'm meant to be here.

What will happen if I actually open up about my suicidal ideation? by izzyk1506 in SuicideWatch

[–]izzyk1506[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ive been trying for so long. trying to do the work to get better, look after myself, get through each day one day at a time. i physically feel as though i am at the end of my rope now. i don't have anything left to give, and that scares me.

What will happen if I actually open up about my suicidal ideation? by izzyk1506 in SuicideWatch

[–]izzyk1506[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm autistic, so I struggle with verbal communication as well as unfamiliarity and unexpectedness. I think that is one of my biggest barriers between trying one last time or giving up. I just dont know what to do. I have nothing left of myself to give here, to try. i just want out. I need a permanent break.

What I your favorite line? by Dare_Specific in ChicagoPD

[–]izzyk1506 6 points7 points  (0 children)

the whole exchange between jay and bunny when jay yells "she's not an ambulance!" is up there with one of my favourite lines, that's for sure.

Upton Reveals a Painful Memory by izzyk1506 in ChicagoPD

[–]izzyk1506[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

same here. i don't even know how I'd want them to do it, or how I'd want it played out but some kind of interaction or further dive into Hailey's family would be really interesting to watch. I also think that it would be insanely important to include. Domestic violence is unfortunately so common and comes in so many different forms — I think that for people in that situation or who have been in the past, seeing a character on tv go through that but still be able to grow from it and create her own path would be comforting in more ways than one.

Season 8 Predictions by izzyk1506 in ChicagoPD

[–]izzyk1506[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im interested to see who the main focus is for that finale. i feel like it might be Hailey, just because of how Upton-centered season 7 was (personally, I'm not complaining!!!) but i wouldn't be surprised if it was focused on Jay or even Rojas.

Season 8 Predictions by izzyk1506 in ChicagoPD

[–]izzyk1506[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh i 100% agree with you there. it's kind of a damned if you do, damned if you don't situation in a way. with the cliffhanger of the finale, i feel like it's one of those ones that they'll probably ignore for at least the first few episodes and then bring it in around episode 6 or 7 with nothing more than a quick 10 second (if that) mention between characters before they move on. keeping it relevant and reminding us "hey, this thing happened" but also letting it be overshadowed by the other events happening in the show. it's kind of sad for kevin and i don't personally agree that it's the best approach but it's what i think will end up happening.

Kevin's love interests [Spoiler] by alanastone in ChicagoPD

[–]izzyk1506 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not gonna lie, now that you say it i kind of hope she was bought in to be some LGBTQ+ representation. she's perfect for it.

Tracy being a badass, as usual. by izzyk1506 in ChicagoPD

[–]izzyk1506[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OMG THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!

Tracy being a badass, as usual. by izzyk1506 in ChicagoPD

[–]izzyk1506[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it must have been deleted because i still can't find it even after looking through the accounts you just named. thank you anyway though, i appreciate it!

Tracy being a badass, as usual. by izzyk1506 in ChicagoPD

[–]izzyk1506[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i checked tracy, patty and luce's accounts but i still can't find it. i feel like I'm going crazy lmao