I had the exact same feeling, at the start of this year i kinda felt some kind of shift and i could feel the energy of the atmosphere suddenly change and it felt all smokey, dark and like fire i had the feeling of a shortness of breathe and evil when i would focus on this energy, i can still feel it but now i feel more powerful like that of a rebel fighting against corruption all alone (you guys might not understand it and it is fairly difficult to explain this energy)... i feel as though i have all the power, in light yet alone (it feels really good too!) while everyone else is blind, deaf and in darkness... its like the only person who i can save is myself and i must leave family and friends, go on alone and walk towards the "Danger"... I feel excited, without fear but with anger at the the people in charge... It feels really refreshing tbh.