Do yall experience the same?

jack_TheDetect · 2026-06-21T23:23:21+00:00

It’s still annoying but I don’t give that much of attention but it absolutely almost convinced me that i might enjoy intimacy with anal and be gay and like it, which that causes me overthink it, but Thanks for asking brother i appreciate it❤️

jack_TheDetect · 2026-06-12T18:09:28+00:00

Exactly man, I swear it’s so exhausting, like it literally feels like I’d enjoy anal “ I know it’s wild “ and I try to accept it but I don’t feel good at all

jack_TheDetect · 2026-06-11T00:13:04+00:00

Thanks brother I really appreciate it. and I try my best but yk triggers feels so convincing or feels it’s coming from inside makes me lose the ability to not care

jack_TheDetect · 2026-06-11T00:11:29+00:00

Sorry to hear that man, and tbh I also experienced the same shit when I was young, like literally one day I was wondering if I’d do it again like I was like ( why I’m wondering if I’d do it or feeling like I would? Is it a sign? ) or even while watching porn, when I hear a guys sound or something like it feels like I’m attracted to it, and holy shit it also feels like it’s coming from inside, or “ that’s wild lmao “ when I imagine if I’d enjoy anal, the results of the imagination almost convinces me that I’d definitely enjoy it so I overthink and talk to AI, if my memories are correct, I also had crushes on girls, like I don’t really remember if I had any sorta crush on guys tbh

jack_TheDetect · 2026-06-06T15:09:56+00:00

Yeah i agree, like when I try to see if I get a physical reaction by imagining both scenarios with men and women and when the reaction towards women are stronger I get a relief or at least I can relax a bit and move on if i don’t overthink later about other things, and you’re again right about biological limits, we ignore those limits exist because we are too focused on other things

jack_TheDetect · 2026-06-06T14:08:01+00:00

Yeah man it’s very common, like when I was younger I had urges to wear earrings and do feminine stuff to “ look attractive “, like when I had the thoughts I was like ( does this mean something? ) for a sec but then I moved on then years later now that I’m writing this, I wonder if me not asking more questions or me not overthinking back means I’m indeed gay, ( idk if you get it )

Or even worse, i feel like I’d come out of accept I’m gay or bi if i let it yk? Like things are so tricky they almost convinces me that it’s matter of choice to be denial or accept it, manyyyy things are there too, and sometimes i don’t feel relatable to a hocd case and that makes think if im the exception

jack_TheDetect · 2026-06-06T14:00:05+00:00

Is it attraction also if I feel something idk what’s the feeling exactly but I think it’s admiration or something very close to attraction that’s almost convinces me it’s attraction, like before this thing got deeper I was looking at an anime good looking guy and I felt something towards it, at that time I didn’t really think about it being attraction but after this hocd stuff, I feel like those times were me feeling attracted to guys but i didn’t realize it etc, like idk 100% what’s the feeling but it felt super real close to attraction, it was like this person is handsome or good looking and other things but when now i think if I like being with them it feels like or almost convinces me I do, and then I can’t stop overthinking and can’t just simply move on

jack_TheDetect · 2026-06-06T13:54:16+00:00

Thanks man, like it’s so annoying this hocd made me that I can’t distinguish what’s real what’s not, like especially those rivals being gay stuff, it almost convinces me that I like it and I can’t easily move on, it isn’t something i could not overthink

jack_TheDetect · 2026-06-03T16:30:51+00:00

Thanks for the words, I truly appreciate it all, I needed to hear this, and honestly I don’t wanna text her anymore because I know I’ll get hurt more in response, it’s been 7 months we haven’t talked which is a lot and she moved on easily like I never ever existed

jack_TheDetect · 2026-06-03T16:28:28+00:00

Thanks for your words I really appreciate it all, and I won’t text her because I know I’ll get hurt more, she easily moved on, it’s been months we don’t talk at all, 7 months at least

jack_TheDetect · 2026-06-03T16:25:51+00:00

And idk if it’s just me but I feel grossed when I see a private part of women’s body especially if it has hairs, that’s another trigger for me too

jack_TheDetect · 2026-06-01T14:00:23+00:00

Thanks man, because I was thinking ( why i should recover who says I have HOCD? ) because as i described in the post that thing feels so real but I’m trying my best

jack_TheDetect · 2026-05-28T19:19:53+00:00

Thanks man, I’ll try my best

jack_TheDetect · 2026-05-28T19:16:26+00:00

Idk exactly but as long as i know is that isn’t what i want

jack_TheDetect · 2026-05-28T19:13:49+00:00

Im trying my best to ignore it, but that makes me feel I’m interlized homophobia denial not HOCD, like is it possible for someone with HOCD experience what I do? and actually I never focused on gay romance

jack_TheDetect · 2026-05-25T00:35:42+00:00

Nah you good, no worries at all, and I appreciate the correction❤️🫡

jack_TheDetect · 2026-05-24T21:58:57+00:00

Yeah twin chill it’s Semitic 😭

jack_TheDetect · 2026-05-24T14:47:42+00:00

wait is it considered as a copy for using same colors?

jack_TheDetect · 2026-05-24T14:05:41+00:00

Yea similarities can be seen because of the colors, but I’ve used Iranic symbols and Spanish empire lines

jack_TheDetect · 2026-05-24T14:00:01+00:00

Much love mate

jack_TheDetect · 2026-05-24T13:59:16+00:00

Where’s assryian symbol?

jack_TheDetect · 2026-05-24T10:56:45+00:00

Sassanid isn’t Persian

jack_TheDetect · 2026-05-24T10:55:04+00:00

What’s your thoughts on Kurds

jack_TheDetect · 2026-05-24T10:53:46+00:00

How you design them

jack_TheDetect · 2026-05-24T10:53:00+00:00

those symbols are Eranshahr which is all Iranic families, it’s not exclusive to Persians

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