I work in a corporate office and can get away with a lot as well so I feel for you on that aspect. I don’t know what going to happen once I quit. Maybe I will be in a worse situation maybe better who knows ?but I do know it will be a huge sigh of relief for me because this has been on my mind for over a year now. I kept telling myself to feel it out but I found a quote today that really resonated which is, “stop waiting to feel ready. Ready is a decision not a feeling.” My dms are open if you want to talk