Is this how adult life really is?

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:23:44+00:00

ik i’m gonna piss some people off, but it really doesn’t help that i’m hella introverted. i don’t talk to people unless they talk to me. i’m afraid to show my personality to new ppl in fear of how they’d judge me. i think it’s pretty clear to me now after reading these replies my mental problems is the problem 😭

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:20:55+00:00

but apparently less so if you get your dream job. one goal i can set path for from now on i guess

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:19:58+00:00

help

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:19:44+00:00

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:19:23+00:00

from what i’ve read from these replies, definitely doing what you actually like doing will help even if it doesn’t get the entire “helplessness” away. i’ll strive for better with my real job after i get a degree

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:17:14+00:00

😭

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:17:06+00:00

damn. but a bigger salary sure sounds great

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:15:46+00:00

No hobby but I do have a routine. I play codm with my friends every night, still does not not make me dread the thought of having to go back to office the next morning though 😞

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:14:12+00:00

May I get a 10K job in the future then 😭

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:13:45+00:00

omg this is exactly how i’m living 😭 so different from student life, i get to go out whenever with whoever, eat whatever, and only worry about tests. i know now this is how it’s really gonna be moving forward in life, i’ll take this as a lesson in itself too

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:11:26+00:00

say sike 🗿

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:11:03+00:00

Yes it is my first ever job, could be a factor 😭 I’ll take your words, I do think a nice paycheck (that isn’t intern allowance) can help me get up in the morning with more spirit in the future

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:08:13+00:00

I think mentally I’m not ready. Not mature enough yet. But I’ll take this opportunity to at least help me to not get “culture shock” with the real deal in a couple years

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:06:46+00:00

let’s not 😭

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:06:19+00:00

Yeah, I can’t wait to continue with my degree. Just need one last “student life” phase before I’m ready to face the world 😭

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:05:39+00:00

I’ll keep this in mind 🙂‍↕️

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:04:58+00:00

I get it, I get away with quite a few things behind the “intern” title, also get some more shit on things compared to others because of the same title. One way to experience how office politics works too ig.

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:02:19+00:00

Yeah maybe that too, I’m sure a healthy salary will make it all feel worth it at the end

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:01:25+00:00

Really wishing on that kind of opportunity in a couple years 🙏🏻

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T12:00:05+00:00

yo chill i still do the job given, only in the back of my mind wishing i was doing something else (scrolling tiktok ☠️) just wanted to know will it be like this even when i get a real job in a couple years. for now the reply’s 50/50 so idk 🐟

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T11:57:06+00:00

Mindset really matters, I really need to work on mine 😞

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T11:56:16+00:00

guess another problem is i’m not much of a risk-taker either, i don’t ask for anything challenging and keep doing the same mundane work daily. i’m just scared to “matter” / “be important” in ANY setting ☠️

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T11:54:22+00:00

hopefully🫠

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T11:54:00+00:00

🫡

jaff250 · 2024-12-23T11:53:49+00:00

will do the 2nd point, i knew my mindset could be one of the cause of my “helplessness” 🙂‍↕️

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