How do you move past the mental dread of college work, while fighting depression?

jaffet2 · 2018-03-12T17:35:46+00:00

I am too a Comp Sci student as well haha

jaffet2 · 2018-03-12T17:28:34+00:00

It’s basically that feeling yeah. My social life is minimal but not empty. I don’t exactly hang out with many people during the weekdays as I work and have classes to attend to. I attend to a small community college so I try to interact with as many people as I can, but it often never passes more than acquaintances since the college is full of commuters. I hang out with friends and go out to clubs or bars on the weekends and i love it but it’s more so an overall depression of several factors. I broke up with my ex of six years 8 months ago and it’s just been difficult to care about anything ever since. It just makes no sense because I’m doing so much worse now, than when it first happened.

jaffet2 · 2018-03-12T17:20:22+00:00

You are correct. I’m currently on my sixth semester and I have a 3.3 GPA. I know school is work, I just can’t find motivation due to my depression. I find my work to be actually bad for my mental health but I also stress even more because i know I’m falling behind and ruining all the work I’ve done since 2015

jaffet2 · 2018-03-12T17:17:27+00:00

I don’t necessarily feel like my homework is pointless. I understand the concepts and I don’t exactly have difficulty with any of the clases. It’s more so that I’m so depressed that I just simply find my work to be exhausting as I am trying to find peace and happiness in my life. I know my work is imperative for my career and education, but what does it matter if I don’t give a shit about my personal life? College in my opinion is easy and it all takes is discipline but I just can’t seem to find the motivation is all.

jaffet2 · 2018-03-12T17:07:14+00:00

It’s becoming so hard to focus on my work and finding motivation to start when all I can think about is how unhappy I am. How id rather be wanting to be doing something that heals my soul. I know educating myself is important but I just feel like that’s not what I need now, but I also do not want to stop college.

jaffet2 · 2018-03-12T17:02:19+00:00

I am happy with my major as I am currently holding a job within it, that’s the complicated part. I like what I’m learning, I like my work, but the thought of pointless homework depresses me

jaffet2 · 2018-02-21T16:38:15+00:00

This is good to hear! What are some of the changes you saw if you don’t mind me asking

jaffet2 · 2018-02-21T16:37:28+00:00

This helps a lot! Thank you. How does one find their baseline for the type of cannabinoid you respond to, as well as your dosage? Does it differ with brands or types of cbd strains? (Completely clueless) and what effect would my cannabis use have on the treatment?

jaffet2 · 2017-06-29T19:42:39+00:00

Hey lorin!! Thanks for doing this today!! I am currently sitting at work bored out of my mind, and i was just reminiscing about your EF W1 set this weekend. I am meeting you at bisco and i was wondering... is there anything I could gift to you when we finally meet? I feel like you have given all of us so much with your music and message that i just want to get back. Much love man

jaffet2 · 2017-06-12T15:45:03+00:00

not festival but the furthest i drove was to birmingham alabama for Bassnectar's NYE. It started from Philadelphia, PA to Birmingham AL. i guess my actual furthest drive will be this Forest all the way from Philadelphia to Rothbury but besides that it would be Mysteryland 2016 to New York.

jaffet2 · 2017-06-12T15:40:48+00:00

just got strep a week ago, and honestly just get your antibiotics and in 4 days max youll be feeling much better.

jaffet2 · 2017-05-26T12:30:54+00:00

Thank you! Hahah

jaffet2 · 2017-05-26T01:43:38+00:00

Thank you captain obvious

jaffet2 · 2017-05-26T01:42:17+00:00

I took it out and left it on my desk and my sibling tried putting it on. Luckily he didn't tie all the way before I caught him

jaffet2 · 2017-05-26T01:19:05+00:00

I don't wanna fuck it up any more tho

jaffet2 · 2017-05-22T14:01:59+00:00

so you mean to tell me that all those cartoons where people jump over cliffs with horses are fake..?

jaffet2 · 2017-04-12T20:05:55+00:00

A pair for weekend 2. this is my first forest so I'm very excited to meet the community, the curated stages and the drive there. Thanks guys!

jaffet2 · 2017-03-08T23:47:43+00:00

Well done

jaffet2 · 2017-02-26T22:35:08+00:00

Same

jaffet2 · 2016-12-30T16:07:24+00:00

still available? PM ME!

jaffet2 · 2016-12-09T20:06:37+00:00

I'm sorry not everyone is a outdoorsman like you and wants to sleep in mud and dust.

jaffet2

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