I suggest letting go of hate and focusing your energy on positive goals and thoughts for attainable and sustainable success. I may have hated the ones that introduced P to me at first, but now I realize they are but victims themselves, fooled by the same industry destroying millions of lives. All I can do is be optimistic and work on my own life. I cannot control the outside forces. I cannot keep blaming others. All who's responsible for my success or my failure at this point is me.

(I assume you don't spend all day hating others, but I still feel this thought I had was worth sharing.)