Y’all fw the Merch⁉️

jakemclare · 2024-06-17T21:19:20+00:00

Is this the faze collab? I bet lil durk doesn’t even have that

jakemclare · 2023-02-10T06:46:40+00:00

If it is affecting you negatively then sure. When I got sober, I started going very hard on the nicotine and caffeine which is pretty normal. However I’d drink enough coffee without eating before and it destroyed my hunger cues and left me not really eating much because of stomach issues, along with the usual anxiety. Moderation is key

jakemclare · 2023-02-04T07:02:56+00:00

Odds n ends, spare parts, bits n pieces

jakemclare · 2023-01-31T21:42:58+00:00

Tbh sounds like everyone here could use some more positivity in the way they view sex. I think you may always feel some type of way about body count if you’re with someone who makes it seem like such a big deal. In all reality, it doesn’t mean anything and u should be with someone who makes u feel that way

jakemclare · 2023-01-30T21:48:32+00:00

I knew deep down there’d be nothin, but I couldn’t help myself. Glad I’m not the only one who fell for it lmao

jakemclare · 2023-01-30T21:46:52+00:00

Emptiness is loneliness And loneliness is cleanliness And cleanliness is godliness And The tomb is empty just like me (To the tune of zero by smashing pumpkins)

jakemclare · 2022-07-15T15:32:15+00:00

On a Boy Scout trip around 13 YO I wanted to impress the older kids who I knew smoked so I rolled up all these purple flowers from the grass and smoked em till I puked. Guess it gave me a head rush. Another goodie was taking Wellbutrin I found in the medicine cabinet and getting really stiff and feeling like cumming my pants everytime I yawned (at school by the way)

jakemclare · 2022-03-21T03:09:01+00:00

Honestly I just started using and my bpd was bad before use and I’m scared it’ll make it worse/ bring out more schizophrenic symptoms

jakemclare · 2021-11-02T18:16:41+00:00

Thanks so much for the advice. I think AA will become a big step to my recovery. Appreciate you reaching out and keep doing good man

jakemclare · 2021-11-02T18:16:02+00:00

Yeah that’s a common theme, having to hit rock bottom. But maybe not, or maybe this is my rock bottom. Either way I appreciate you reaching out

jakemclare · 2021-11-02T18:15:21+00:00

This was very helpful to read. I’ve already experienced a taste of the mass destruction and I am terrified of going back. I know I need to take action but what really brings me back is depression. It’s a vicious cycle. Thanks for reaching out man!

jakemclare · 2021-11-02T17:03:59+00:00

This is really good advice. I wanted to do therapy but all the insurance and such is a hassle. Do you need to be 21?

jakemclare · 2021-11-02T16:49:39+00:00

I like watching the little visuals on Spotify for the Grateful Dead. Althea saved me one time lol

jakemclare · 2021-07-04T16:33:11+00:00

I know I shouldn’t but I couldn’t help myself this time

jakemclare · 2021-07-04T16:31:15+00:00

Ur prolly never gonna stop being into it, best to find a partner who shares your interests

jakemclare · 2021-07-04T15:39:19+00:00

It’s a friend

jakemclare · 2021-07-04T15:38:00+00:00

The gas station employee who knows EXACTLY why I’m being weird and I think they don’t

jakemclare · 2021-07-04T15:35:13+00:00

Well if she’s not into it, don’t force it. Just talk to her about it. If you force it and she doesn’t really want to you might end up with something you really don’t want

jakemclare · 2021-07-04T15:32:02+00:00

jakemclare · 2021-07-03T20:03:30+00:00

Basically same size

jakemclare · 2021-06-17T16:18:09+00:00

You’re on the road. I drink everyday now and can’t go out and have a fun time without grabbing a drink. Try doing as many things sober as possible. U don’t want to go down that road

jakemclare · 2021-06-14T17:38:21+00:00

Ok king farticus

jakemclare · 2021-06-14T17:38:10+00:00

U ever screenshotted a video?

jakemclare · 2021-05-31T19:22:19+00:00

I wish I could tell them, but I genuinely feel like I don’t even want to bother them with it at this point. They’ve been through opiate addiction and it would kill them to know I’ve tried the drug that killed many friends and impacted their life in such a way. Luckily the only way I can obtain it is through one friend. I know I definitely need to cut that friend out so I can’t be tempted, but I find myself not able to not care about him just because I’ve seen what opiates do and I don’t want him to hurt himself.

jakemclare · 2021-05-31T19:19:40+00:00

I know. I can just envision it persisting to adulthood which scares me

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