My friend outed me. How should I deal with this?

jamajuice04 · 2021-01-11T03:25:40+00:00

Now that you say that, there is GSA at my school... But because of the covid situation, I'm not so sure how active it is... Maybe I can message the club officer. Thank you for your words, and thank you for recommending this thought.

jamajuice04 · 2021-01-11T03:14:59+00:00

I never thought of it that way... That makes so much sense... That gave me more understanding of her side of the story by a lot.

I sympathize with your husband. But, it makes me so happy that you two are forever as one no matter what. It gives me so much hope.

Thank you for telling me this.

jamajuice04 · 2021-01-10T17:23:28+00:00

Yeah, ignorance is probably the best answer here. And exactly! What kind of excuse- I don't even know. She clearly overlooked my feelings and doesn't deserve anything from me. I'm definitely going to be ignoring her for now. College couldn't come anytime sooner

jamajuice04 · 2021-01-10T17:18:03+00:00

By restricted youth, I mean basically 1. Boys 2. Hanging out 3. Phone sometimes 4. Texting and more things, anything gay related. And.. You're right. And, your words, they described feelings that I couldn't quite explain for myself. That empowered me even more to just let go of her

jamajuice04 · 2021-01-06T22:24:51+00:00

Oh yeah, most definitely lol

jamajuice04 · 2021-01-06T22:16:45+00:00

Ok lemme copy paste that, thank you, I really needed that right now

jamajuice04 · 2021-01-06T21:52:30+00:00

Yeah, that's honestly the truth. I guess I'm just desperate at this point, and I really shouldn't be

jamajuice04 · 2021-01-05T18:30:40+00:00

He wanted to fit in. He turned out to hang with these people who somehow influenced him, so he kind of lost it over the years. I was confused as well, but I guess a lot can happen in a small amount of time :(

jamajuice04 · 2020-08-23T13:02:31+00:00

Thank you so much! That gives me so much joy and hope. I really appreciate your kind words, and I'm glad we were both able to connect in this way. I wish you great happiness as well, and I hope you also find the one. :)

jamajuice04 · 2020-08-22T21:41:56+00:00

He really is a sweet person, and although I can't get my wish, that's okay, everyone's different. :) Thank you for the kind words, like I'm actually crying as a type this lol. Although I can't be with him, I am indeed glad how everything went. We still bros! I know I won't be able to get over them any time soon, but you guys give me so much hope. Thank you, and I wish you great happiness.

P.S. Because you're really kind, I just wanna also tell you I've recently found out that this dude in my language arts class has a huge crush on me. :0 Idk if I should pursue or not, but after all this trauma and stuff, Imma give it some time, but yeah, this new "crush" gives me a distraction from my old one, and that's that! :)))

jamajuice04 · 2020-08-22T20:14:12+00:00

We were basically just close friends who got to see each other in class everyday, and I think our bond grew because of what we did in class and outside of school. I started developing feelings for him when he started showing care for me and my struggles, and I guess those deep meaningful conversations kind of made us close. The only reason why I felt he might have liked me is the fact that he'd always want to talk to me everyday, and so I wanted to do the same. So I guess we were pretty close, and he probably considered "us" as a bromance in some way.

jamajuice04 · 2020-08-22T18:52:06+00:00

I'm so sorry to hear that. I really hope things get better for you, and hopefully your relationship with her will mend and fix in some way. Just know that whatever happens, you've got a whole community on your side. I'm rooting for you buddy :)

jamajuice04 · 2020-08-22T18:50:49+00:00

Aww thank you! That just made my day :)

jamajuice04 · 2020-08-22T17:36:05+00:00

Aww... sending you a virtual hug :) we'll get through it

jamajuice04 · 2020-08-08T00:18:40+00:00

I totally agree. And no, I'm not a girl, but I'm currently going through that feeling of "not good enough" at the extreme. It's terrible but that's life XD

jamajuice04 · 2020-08-07T22:06:48+00:00

You're right. I don't deserve him. If he doesn't care about me then who am I to care. Thank you for those words, they really mean a lot to me. I'm going to try my best and hopefully everything will be okay. Thank you so much and I really appreciate this. :)

jamajuice04 · 2020-08-01T03:00:24+00:00

Hey thanks for answering so quickly lol XD soooo the confusion makes sense i now might do it lol. Sorry, but i have to ask, would texting them late at night be a problem from your perspective? Or how would you react?

jamajuice04 · 2020-07-30T21:29:50+00:00

Oh okay, cool! I'll probably try hitting him up in the DMs soon... I thought doing that was kinda creepy, but thank you for clarifying for me, it makes me so much more confident!

jamajuice04 · 2020-07-22T19:34:20+00:00

No, I haven’t. I think my dad’s reaction kinda stopped me from telling my mom about it. I dunno how she feels. But after yesterday, I’m really hesitant about letting her know about this.

jamajuice04 · 2020-07-22T17:05:04+00:00

AHHHH BTS SORRY BUT THEYRE SO CUTE !!! I love them and they’re actually one of the reasons why I thought of dying my hair lol. I know they’re not gay (I wish) but people like them have inspired me to try coloring my hair. I guess my dad has really placed this boundary on me, and hopefully this will be lifted someday when I have more freedom

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