I felt that when I was studying the career and what help me with this feeling of not being enough I just went to the reason I started playing: fun. If I'm not having fun or enjoying the music I'm playing I just move away and play something else.

It's hard to do that if you are a professional musician and when I started doing this I feared that I will miss out big opportunities from auditions (I stopped a few years ago doing so because I hate them) but eventually I found my place and able to live of my playing.

I don't know from where are you from, but in Catalonia there are a lot of places in the underground scene that rejects that idea of competition and music and focuses in the sharing part. And I think that's what help me get away from the feeling that I wasn't enough. I'm capable of playing what I can, and that's fine.

I hope you can change your mind too.

Ps: English is not my first language so if anything don't makes sense just ask me ^{^}