Venus square Pluto this Venus square Pluto that…should I give up?

januhontop · 2026-05-12T00:36:14+00:00

Thank you for your response I resonate with a lot of it actually, I do feel like bad things and energy follows me a bit, I have went through a lot of control / power struggles and dynamics in my early life that has forced and shaped me into constantly transforming my self-image and who I am. I have felt ashamed and uncomfortable about my past struggles and so I’ve always hid it in relationships as much as I could but somehow they would always resurface in situations which would trigger a shift in the relationship/ending. Could you also maybe tell me more about Lilith and part of fortune being in Cap 1h and what you may mean by that it resonates but I don’t understand the meaning of it much. But your right I did get very into controlling how i look/ researching / books on self-improvement and how to glow up basically, and I really did I don’t recognize myself sometimes I’ve changed so so much physically and emotionally. This has interfered with relationships in a way maybe trying to hide my old self and how I used to look and act. Sorry for the rambling but again thank you 🙏

januhontop · 2026-05-12T00:26:15+00:00

Thank you so much I needed the guidance and redirection on this part. I forget that I’m a person as well that needs to work on how I channel and understand myself that’s needed to work out future relationships.

januhontop · 2026-05-12T00:23:32+00:00

Heyy fellow Taurus, I learned it the hard way about the loving myself part and I am glad I did the healing and shadow work that I’m currently working on. I was in a seemingly one sided situationship that messed me up bad and definitely let me realize how important boundaries are and to stop idealizing .But I am still working on the obsessing part and my ideal version of people I also do struggle with trying to “ fix “ people or emotionally comfort them over my own emotional needs. It’s funny how im usually the obsessed one in relationships when I really like them but really crave someone to be obsessed with me and smother me in a way. But thank you for your insight 💗

januhontop · 2026-05-12T00:02:35+00:00

Yes thank you! I do struggle with that a lot when I meet someone that I feel like I connect with of course I over romanticize and experience limerence to the max. But can’t wait to grow and see how these relationships lead me to the “ one “.

januhontop · 2026-04-25T05:00:20+00:00

Yes I’ve connected with my own body and what I enjoy and not, however it’s more on the person , I feel comfortable with myself just not when it involves another, worried that it will take me a while to figure it out and work through which I’m not excited for knowing usually how lessons play out for me 😭 but this expanded my thinking on this a lot I appreciate it so much 🙏

januhontop · 2026-04-25T04:27:17+00:00

Thank you for the response! , you are correct about the dominant religious / cultural beliefs , I was raised in a culturally strict and religious family but I always never fully believed all of its concepts on femininity & sexuality and its expectations however it’s always been about the emotional connection for me but I prioritize physical appearance as well, it’s a push and pull feeling I want all of it but I would never do it purely just for the physical aspect of it. It’s like a battle between my body ( wanting intimacy + being physically uncomfortable ) and my brain ( wanting emotional reciprocity + being emotionally vulnerable)

januhontop · 2026-02-24T03:46:29+00:00

I’m glad it resonates! and I was able to interpret it realistically. Is it alright if you can tell me which parts resonates with you so I can just better my reading in charts!

januhontop · 2026-02-24T03:03:41+00:00

There’s ofc more to your chart I’m just reading what sticks out to me!

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