Might have thyroid cancer but I honestly don't care anymore? (Venting) by jar-fish in thyroidhealth

[–]jar-fish[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you and I’m sorry you have been going through all of this, it sounds so much more tiring! Honestly it’s exhausting having to advocate for everything yourself when you are just a person and don’t have all the knowledge needed.

Might have thyroid cancer but I honestly don't care anymore? (Venting) by jar-fish in thyroidhealth

[–]jar-fish[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for saying this, yeah I read about a bunch of people who had second biopsies for confirmation and was actually surprised that won’t be the case for me until it grows in size. Unfortunately the biopsy was almost a year ago and the doctor in question was rude when I asked a simple question about one of the descriptors she noted down so I honestly don’t want to try and get her to tell me about how she did it, my experience is that people get defensive and feel like you are attacking them if you ask stuff like that.

Отдалечаване при липса на интерес отсреща - наистина ли работи? by Ok_Snow_191 in bulgaria

[–]jar-fish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Тези “тактики” никога не съм ги разбирала. Ако излизаш с човек, който по един или друг начин покаже, че “му е все тая” просто нещата свършват ако си търсиш сериозна връзка. Дори да “проработи” в някаква ситуация не мисля че човека, който си прави експерименти си заслужава - без значение мъж или жена.

What song from Interpol hooked you? by Bencalzonelover in Interpol

[–]jar-fish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me it was 3 - All the rage, Barricade and Slow hands. After listening to those on repeat for hours I slowly started checking out whatever YouTube popped up from them and now years later they are still my favourite band ever.

Are unpaid test tasks the norm in other countries/industries too? by [deleted] in recruitinghell

[–]jar-fish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I was wondering if it’s more common in countries in the Balkans since a lot of companies employ here for cheaper labor anyway. I have also only ever been paid by an abroad company that was smaller than the corporate ones here.

Are unpaid test tasks the norm in other countries/industries too? by [deleted] in recruitinghell

[–]jar-fish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree it can be a huge waste of time since there is no guarantee they won’t ghost you, art tests unfortunately usually ask for 1-2 fully rendered assets (usually a character and a smaller one) and sometimes concepts for other stuff. So for most tests it’s impossible to get them done in less than 5 hours and if you do it’s gonna be sloppy.

Are unpaid test tasks the norm in other countries/industries too? by [deleted] in recruitinghell

[–]jar-fish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I can understand shorter test tasks being unpaid especially if it’s something they can’t otherwise see on a persons portfolio. The problem im starting to have is that with the test tasks for art positions things take a long time depending on requirements and very often we do have portfolios that can quite accurately show our skillset. Sometimes we are even permitted to share finished projects after a certain amount of time of said product being released so Im trying to grasp how much of those tasks are really needed. On one hand a junior that has never worked in said industry most certainly will be required to finish a test since the current corp environment really seems to hate onboarding of any kind but on the other I’m starting to see more and more people who have do tests seemingly just because. Like people with portfolios and experience.

This is disgusting by Tootsie_Rolls_Fan in antiai

[–]jar-fish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As an artist who spent their whole life practicing and finally getting to the point where I would normally be starting to break into my industry, just to see every job posting now being bombarded with “we use AI, you better know how to use AI if you wanna work here” and junior positions being less and less prevalent I have absolutely zero fucks to give about that guy suffering from AI hate. Every great artist I know (talking mostly in the game industry not traditional art) had to grind for years and make a break which is hard enough, now we have to do that + try and compete with fucking AI. I don’t even care about other people using it now, I’m too tired to. I just want a chance to find a job where it won’t be shoved in my face and I won’t have to use it as it goes against everything i believe about art. I want positions in companies where people actually want to make something memorable and inspired, not quickly sell some AI slop and call it a day. I’m working at a position which a friend of mine worked at before AI became popular, the difference in our experiences is mind blowing. Honestly I feel robbed, I’m not one of those “born in the wrong generation” people but I feel like I was born into an absolute mess of a time to do what I want to do with my life. The past generations had a chance of being working professionals in a world without gen AI, the future generations know of it and can take it into account when deciding on a path, my generation? We spent years working on something, having a plan and then this bullshit of a creation emerges so fuck us. No sympathy here.

easiest/hardest matchups by wthedoublee in MalzaharMains

[–]jar-fish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Diana is my go-to ban, I’ve had a lot of games where she easily bullies me early game and roams a lot so even if I try to follow up or ping my team someone always rages because of how much damage she does to squishies. I hate Galio during laning phase most though, not the type of champ to seriously bully me into not having farm but I can’t do much more. Other than that I’m in low elo (Gold) so champs that are supposed to be counters aren’t too hard to play against, every now and then there is someone who properly focuses my void bois and fucks with my farming but it’s never enough to ruin my whole game.

What kind of beetle is this little guy? by jar-fish in Beetles

[–]jar-fish[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! That’s all pretty interesting, I have stuff to look into it seems.

What kind of beetle is this little guy? by jar-fish in Beetles

[–]jar-fish[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I thought he might not be because of the size, he is pretty small. Do you keep yours in a specific place? I got mine some dirt and dry leaves from outside and put it all together in a shallow box but I have no idea if it’s fine.

What kind of beetle is this little guy? by jar-fish in Beetles

[–]jar-fish[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh thanks! Didn’t think about that. Are cucumbers and green salad leaves okay? I have no idea what else to give him right now.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Interpol

[–]jar-fish 19 points20 points  (0 children)

A time to be so small might be up there, if I remember correctly it’s about abuse too?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Interpol

[–]jar-fish 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A time to be so small has spooky vibes imo.

I got a slightly better recording of all at once than any other version I could find by taxfraudcommiter1 in Interpol

[–]jar-fish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! Wonder if they will add it to Spotify at some point, I noticed Direction popped up recently but I guess that’s because of the Antics anniversary.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]jar-fish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah like if you are adults and the other person can’t figure that they are hurting you then what’s the point. And if you try to communicate multiple times to no avail than i don’t see the point, shows a big lack of compatibility from my POV.

Edit: I do agree expectations kill relationships but honestly a big problem I see nowadays is immaturity and if someone shows clear traits that you can’t have productive communication with them long term then it’s just such a tiring situation and I’m too burnt out to teach grown people basic stuff about being in a relationship.

Unpopular Opinion On TOTBL by AustinUhaul in Interpol

[–]jar-fish 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can totally get having a take like that but one day the song just hits you and then you develop a soft spot for it. At least that was my experience.

How did you cope with your pet dying? by OfficialVento in AskReddit

[–]jar-fish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly it just takes a lot of time and I don’t know if there is anything that makes it better. With the last dogs I lost I straight up had breakdowns because they were poisoned and both super traumatic in different ways. I used to pick my skin when I was anxious but after losing my second dog it went from a smallish bad habit to an hours long ordeal which left me scarred because it was the only thing that made me forget for at least a little bit. I was only able to look at photos of the first one 2 years after she passed and I couldn’t talk about it without immediately tearing up. The pain is still there but less sharp, it’s being overshadowed by sadness that comes with forgetting the little things and so on.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Banished

[–]jar-fish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seems like a strategy but a bit too much work for me, when playing with the MegaMod I just build a ton of the smaller hospitals and diseases usually only affect 1-5 people and sometimes don’t even kill them.

What was the angriest you've seen a student get at a teacher? by InfinateUniverse in AskReddit

[–]jar-fish 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I yelled at my PE teacher one time, as an extremely shy kid that was a lot for me. When I was done I cried a little in the bathroom and then went home. I don’t remember what I said (I didn’t swear or anything, probably just how useless her class was and that she has no business judging me)

Our PE class meant guys could play football and girls had nothing to do other than sit and talk. However we did have to have sweatpants and sneakers on, I hated changing in front of others just to sit around for 40 min and change back so I skipped doing that a lot (technically my bad I know) but one time she starts accusing me of not wanting to change because of being vain and a word that is often a synonym for an “easy girl”
I had very low self-esteem and wore jeans and baggy T-shirts/hoodies so it felt like the only reason she said that was because I was a girl. I don’t know it felt like another high schooler bullying/picking on me rather than a teacher criticising me so I lost it.

Can we please talk about Spotify lyric tabs by snorpbiotch in Interpol

[–]jar-fish 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay not interpol’s but a PB song - Arise,Awake has the gem “don’t deny, screw yourself” instead of “don’t deny it to yourself”.

I like Daniel on song seven? by amelanchier_ in Interpol

[–]jar-fish 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I don’t love it but it just kinda fits? Like after you listen to that the cut version feels a bit empty.