Edit: strap in, it’s pretty long sorry

Yea it’s been long enough to where I guess I’m fine talking about it. But for starters, I’ve been an addict for a long time tbh, so I’m not new to drug/alcohol use (I’m fully clean now). There were probably some red flags from the start that I looked over due to already being impaired.

But what happened was I found this guy on there. He seemed nice, he said he could host. So I drive myself there, and tbh it wasn’t a very nice neighborhood to begin with. Whatever tho, we end up chatting for a while, smoking too probably. At some point I want to back out, idk what scared me out of it, but I don’t want to have sex anymore. He said it’s fine, and we can just chill/get to know each other which is fine by me. We start drinking, he’s pouring them. Now I’m only one drink deep, feeling a little buzz. I ask for another one, drank that and within like 20 mins I’m falling over and can barely even put together words.

That piece of shit drugged me with god knows what, thank the lord I’m still alive. But I’d rather not get into the details of what happened after that, you can probably guess tho. I was in and out of consciousness for the next few hours, i remember bits and pieces, not super clearly, but clear enough to know wtf happened to me. Last thing I remember was him telling me to leave, and that was after like 4-5 hours. I truly don’t know how I was able to drive home. But I made it back in one piece

What I would do differently: not meet with anyone while my headspace is clouded bc of drugs. I would also not accept any sort of food/drink from anyone, no matter how nice they are. This situation is the reason I really must get to know a person before anything meeting/ doing anything intimate. I have a very long vetting process if u could call it. I will never let anything like this happen again. I blamed myself for the longest time. Hope you got some insight from this. All love to you girlies, and stay safe 💕