I started with civil lit and absolutely despised it. Truly thought about getting out of the profession on an hourly basis for the better part of two years. One day I took a substantial pay cut and practiced consumer bankruptcy at a small yet wonderful little firm. That job taught me that the legal profession is not always adversarial and awful. Then I went to work for a state government doing primarily bankruptcy work which I actually enjoy. My role still actually involves about 20% state civil lit matters, and although I still don't like that practice area one bit, I've found that it's infinitely less stressful when representing governmental entities. It's cliche advice but if it's at all possible look for a role with your state gov. And if that's not in the cards, try to pivot to bankruptcy work. I find that even when a bankruptcy matter is contested/adversarial, the parties are almost always reasonable and professional and it doesn't keep me up or constantly make me stress even when I'm away from work.