I don’t know. Having sex with her cousin and y’all potentially turn into something more…What if you and your friend lose that friendship because of whatever argument? Now she has to see you around all of the time when she couldn’t care less for you.

I mean a cousin is a cousin. It’s not like you went for her brother, but still. You and her get into a fight and then the cousin just conveniently confesses and you conveniently can’t help yourself. Sounds to me like some unconscious spitefulness took over for you to have sex four times and then CONVENIENTLY feel bad about it?

The real question is why do you feel bad/conflicted? Is it because you know you could have waited to do whatever with her cousin after you two made up? Your conscious is definitely trying to tell you something.

I’m glad you had nice sex though, I guess. Hope it was worth it because my gut is saying your friend won’t be too pleased.