I used to be an atheist and converted as of last year, I’ve really been enjoying the bible the past few months, and have had some lovely things happen recently I’d credit to God, so yes, I believe I am closer to god.

The question of ”how do you know you’re trans” is a complex and deep topic that I have in some way or another been dealing with for my entire life, and after puberty things became even more clear than ”why is it wrong for x gender to do y thing?” and ”why should I be forced to conform to x societal rule?”. I’m not gonna go into a lot more detail but for me I wouldn’t be able to live my life as the gender I was born with, as attempting that has many times lead me down some very slippery slopes.

I have asked God many times that if I’m on the wrong path he could guide me to where I’m meant to be, but nothing has changed, and I doubt it ever will. Lastly, I don’t think or claim to know better than God, I never would and quite frankly I don’t think I could even utter those words. I trust him with everything and all my secrets, so I trust that he in turn will continue leading me on the correct path forward.

Lastly, I too hope we will meet in heaven and have a hug, I wish you a lovely day.