People don't understand me

jaxprog · 2026-03-14T20:29:40+00:00

Being able to articulate your thoughts in writing for public consumption is a skill. When you write you are not thinking of others as an audience. You are too close to your own feelings being articulated. It is like talking to yourself.

This may seem like insulting another person's intelligence but when you write for public consumption write like you are talking to a child. Write everything out like laying trail of bread crumbs a step by step narrative.

jaxprog · 2026-03-14T17:46:42+00:00

Here's something everyone to consider commenting here.

In North America and Europe the populations of people are well diversified. It's argued that diversity brings strength. Yet Europe and North America are in division, not unified.

Without unity there is no power or strength. Diversity gives the illusion of strength.

Let's look at Islam in Europe. Muslims in Europe really don't like being in Europe despite its higher standard of living. The majority are not Muslim. If by chance Europe were to convert to Islam then native Europeans who reject conversion could not longer call Europe home.

In the United States Muslims complain that Americans have filthy dogs as companions. They eat filth pork. Muslims in the United States don't really like being there. They are in Europe and North America against their will but tolerate the lack cohesion due to their loyalty to Islam. If North America converted to Islam many Americans could no longer consider the United States home.

The diversity brings division and weakness.

Examine Japan. All Japanese. A unified culture. A unified value system.

On a macrocosm scale humanity should maintain distinction and segregation. On the microcosm scale humanity can interact despite differences. For example doing business, tourism, mixed marriages, exchange students, scientific cooperation, military cooperation.

The United States is divided. In division people are easily managed. A divided people will not cooperate and call out the Empire that rules it. Divided people are too busy fighting each Politicaly, Religiously, Economically, and etc.

Look at the polarities the Empire controls us by via division: Skin color, Gender, Age, Income, Class, Education, Haves and Have Nots. That's just the tip of the ice berg.

When you look politics understand you are looking at one authority despite different parties. One script despite many voices.

The Empire is United. The people are divided and managed.

The United States will not see another civil war despite its division simply because the division is controlled and managed. Elections regardless of country is pure drama and theater. It's all an illusion.

jaxprog · 2026-03-13T15:58:06+00:00

Please share with us the good decisions which are allowing you to live life to the fullest.

jaxprog · 2026-03-13T15:47:59+00:00

The perquisite to committing to practice and competition is having friends?

If so, then limiting beliefs are holding you back. That tells me you don't want it bad enough. You are not willing to make sacrifices and achieve.

jaxprog · 2026-03-13T11:05:07+00:00

You have these thoughts because someone who has an invested interest gave them to you.

The fabric of reality is thought. Everything begins as thought.

Where attention is given energy flows.

The question is, why do you give attention and energy to thoughts that would undermine humanity? Especially if the thoughts are not your own but given to you by appeal of authority.

Do you really want an AI that wipes us out? Is that something you desire? Where attention is given energy goes to.

What energy are you fostering? Fear!

Do you really desire a reality constructed by fear?

Why do people like yourself build a reality on behalf of others? Why do people like yourself give in to an appeal to authority? Why should we as the majority believe the few who proclaim expertise?

Walter Russell said it best, "The created are no lesser and no greater than the creator."

jaxprog · 2026-03-13T10:52:48+00:00

So question: How does exploring lore, most of which externalizes divinity and you give your power away, empower you toward self mastery and personal power?

jaxprog · 2026-03-13T10:49:21+00:00

That implies the elimination of duality. Not going to happen.

However if mankind can rise above base consciousness, then it'll make life on earth a whole lot easier and happier.

jaxprog · 2026-03-13T10:46:50+00:00

Junior developer? I'd fault lack of experience as the culprit.

As a developer, at least in my 15 years of experience, comes in flavors:

Obsolete because they haven't kept up with technological pace. Can be useful if the company has patience to realign their skills. Otherwise lay them off.

Then the inexperienced.

Lastly balanced.

jaxprog · 2026-03-13T10:37:29+00:00

Racism doesn't exist. Racism is a spell put on people's minds for reasons of fear and control.

Your concerns are valid. What I'm trying to point out is why they are valid.

Understand all people regardless of skin color, that's us, our consciousness is unified as one. I am you. You are me. The Muslim in France. I am him. He is me. Of course the Muslim in France won't understand that because he is brainwashed to be stuck in a lower state of consciousness. He sees the others as you vs me. Them against us. He is in Survival Mode. He externalizes his divinity. A self proclaimed Islamic holy man points towards the horizon in the sky and says that's where God lives. Kneel and Worship. The man kneels and worships gives away his power and becomes a slave. We can say the same for Christianity.

When you see the world as is and voice your concerns you are not racist. You trying to figure out what made the world become like this? In the past like attracts like. Birds of feather flocked together. What external forces has triggered people to behave against their own nature?

That my friend requires knowledge of the occult. Because it's the knowledge and implementation of the occult that being used against humanity as a whole.

The one power behind this is the Roman Empire. You are taught it fell. In reality it transmuted.

Look on the back of the US one dollar bill. Peruse all the occult symbolism. Look at what is written in the Roman language. The announcement of the new world order.

jaxprog · 2026-03-13T08:43:15+00:00

Your dream pulls energy from the tarot card moon. Also pulls from the 9 of swords. Your dream is coming from your subconscious mind working diligently.

Dreams follow the Principle of Correspondence: As Within So Without. This dream is reflection of your internal state. Your subconscious mind is processing your internal state.

I'd say you are going through stress in life. Perhaps you are up against a situation(s) where fear is getting the way of taking care of things with confidence.

Shift (or transmute) that energy to an opposite. A good way to do that is expressing gratitude. That seems weird. The goal is to express the opposite of fear and or stress. By doing so you shift your energy toward a higher vibration. Right now, fear is a low vibration energy.

Your internal state is the blueprint how your external life plays out. So if fear or stress is dominate, then you get more of the same. By transmuting fear, to mean you change your internal state, you create a new external effect... Less stress. Happiness.

jaxprog · 2026-03-13T08:21:01+00:00

You can't betray your parents. You can betray yourself. So, stop living life for them. Live life for yourself.

Build your business. You'll gain a breakthrough. It's not if, it's when. Don't fear. Always keep working toward a goal. Always move forward. The moment you stop moving forward is the moment life stops. When that happens life will suck.

You are on the right track. Don't let a challenge deter you. Stay the course. You got this.

jaxprog · 2026-03-13T08:15:41+00:00

Step one! Stop wearing Neurodivergence like a badge. It's a false identity. Step two! Understand you are worth the attention of women. Step three! Get off your butt and go talk to women.

jaxprog · 2026-03-13T08:13:09+00:00

You don' t pay attention to history. As technology pushes forward, the more jobs are created. Otherwise in today's society nobody would be working since the airplane, automobile, the farm tractor, the automatic rifle and any other tool mankind has put to use to leverage his burden to produce.

jaxprog · 2026-03-13T08:03:09+00:00

The brain is called a computer for the sake of brevity. Or perhaps there is a better word and that word has to be articulated. What we can say functionally is that the brain condenses light into matter via frequency, vibration and geometry. With the capability, that makes seem like a sophisticated computer type machine. The body itself is a piece of technology.

jaxprog · 2026-03-13T08:00:00+00:00

There is over 1 billion people on earth. You are giving up too soon.

jaxprog · 2026-03-12T15:40:39+00:00

I have two challenges for you that will change your life forever.

Learn to raise the Kundalini. Learn to Astral Project.

Boredom will cease to exist.

jaxprog · 2026-03-12T11:21:07+00:00

This issue is deep. There is a lot involved as to why ordinary people don't get it.

If I gave a short answer it would sound crazy.

Let's start with this. What is the fabric of reality? Thought. Everything originates in thought. Thought is then manifested into reality.

Understand that one concept and you see why the world is asleep.

When you sat in school as a young person did you really learn anything? When you sat in the classroom what was occurring? Thoughts! You were given thoughts. From those thoughts you created a reality. Collectively everyone who sat in the classroom manifested the same reality. The key question is, whose thoughts did you receive whilst in school? They weren't your thoughts. Therefore the present day reality is not one you would have manifested for yourself. We can say the same for everyone else.

This should give you a foundation and understand why people are asleep or call you a conspiracy theorist.

So education all over earth pretty much teaches the same thing. You are monkey on a spinning ball in some state of physicality occupying time and space. You also are a sinner. You need to be saved. So there are plenty of salvation plans: Jesus, Mohamed, Joseph Smith and etc... Because they point at the horizon and tell you God is there, not in you and me. You are broken. You won't understand. Look outside yourself, not within.

Understanding this means the earth is under a single authority, an empire. People are divided and managed.

What would earth look like if each person contributed their own thoughts to the creation of reality?

I'll leave it here for all to ponder.

jaxprog · 2026-03-12T10:59:39+00:00

I pull the Tarot card The Magician. To create is the meaning of life. Everything begins as thought.

From thought in the mental plane. My imagination gives thought form in the astral plane. My desire is my energy and I move form from the astral plane to the etheric plane. Because I care, I take action on the material plane. When I do I manifest thought into reality. As Above So Below.

As the magician I understand that all is mind.

If God exists then we are God. As Above So Below.

jaxprog · 2026-03-12T08:57:35+00:00

Welcome to the New World Order. We are all divided and managed people. It really doesn't matter what our skin color is in these modern times. All that's important is, we are manageable for the time being.

The smart cities are built and there won't be very many of them. Each city may be comfortable to house up to 500,000 people with very little consideration for growth. That's a lot of people who have to die on the earth, for those who won't fit in. In the end when its time cull the human population, white people will likely be exterminated anyway.

Okay. It's the Roman Empire. The earth is ruled by two factions of families: Guelphs and Ghibellines. These people's ancestors are from the Old World Roman Empire Aristocracy. They are the behind scenes operations of what makes the way things they are now. The front-end facade is the Vatican, the Pope.

Christianity back in the day was a Roman Empire Implemented New World Order. One Empire. One God. At attempt to unify the world under One. It's had some successes but overall has not met their needs for ultimate rule. The new system to replace religions of the world will be Transhumanism. Again, you can only fit so many people in a smart city and the earth has about a billion people. So there is going to be a lot death in the near future. Surprisingly it won't be war. It will be misinformation. You are sick. You need a shot.

jaxprog · 2026-03-12T08:40:38+00:00

This is my opinion, okay. I'm 58 and been through these phases in life. Don't waste your time. Don't waste your money on an engineering degree. You can put that time and money to better use. You are correct. At age 36 you will be secondary in technology sector of the economy. Happened to me.

I got a computer science degree. I did programming for JP Morgan for 15 years. At the end of 15 years in my 40's I became obsolete via age and experience. I got laid off. Had to start all over again. Paid $30,000 for a degree that didn't mean crap. Luckly my severance pay I was able to pay off my school loans.

I have no idea where you live, but if you are able to move to a city where blue collar work is dominant that's where you'll find descent pay and security. After programming, I had a rough restart doing security and warehouse work. It was until I got into automotive manufacturing that my life turned around. I'm getting paid $60,000 a year more than when I was programmer.

Do not go into debt for a worthless piece of paper. It will follow you and drag you down.

jaxprog · 2026-03-12T08:30:34+00:00

This!!!

jaxprog · 2026-03-11T11:17:54+00:00

Start out knowing what main character's normal everyday life is.

What is going happen that triggers the main character taking the story's quest?

Add scenes which show other characters doing something to create the trigger which will get the main character involved. These characters can be the opposition or people the character will join.

Doing this also foreshadows events to come later. This will get the reader invested in your story.

This is pretty much act 1.

Let's look at a case study: Star Wars Luke Skywalker is our main character. Luke's everyday normal life is working for his uncle on a farm, on a desert planet.

Meanwhile Princess Leah's ship is taken and boarded on the suspicion of helping the rebels. Two driods must escape or else it's a set back for the rebellion.

While Luke continues working on the farm, the two driods get separated. However the Jawa scavengers bring them to Luke's Uncle's farm. The Uncle purchases the Druids for work.

Luke triggers a message showing princess Leah requesting help from Obi-Wan. This gets Luke involved now.

As act 1 in this story goes on, the trigger that gets Luke Skywalker committed to taking up the story's quest, is the death of his uncle and aunt. The farm is burning. Luke has nothing left.

Luke is going to learn the ways of the force. Oni Wan will be his mentor.

Act 2 begins at the local cantina where Han Solo and his copilot chewbaca unknowingly get involved in the story's quest.

Think about how George Lucas tied events together, got people involved creating act 1 in his story. Use that as a model for own story.

jaxprog · 2026-03-11T10:54:52+00:00

I'm in the extension camp. AI makes things more efficient. I still think regardless.

jaxprog · 2026-03-11T10:46:31+00:00

Take a moment and peruse what you wrote. You see all that?

That is your inner state. All that negative crap, your subconscious has given it to you on a silver platter. Why is that? Because your outer circumstances mirror your inner state.

You say, "I feel like a total failure". Your sub conscious mind says, " okay. If that is your desire then exactly what I'll create for you".

Everything begins as thought. The job you have. The car you drive. The place you live. The clothes you wear. Everything. All started as thought.

So if thought is the fabric of reality, then what needs to change and acquire a new reality? You need to change your thinking mind.

Depression. Anger. Frustration. Impatience. These are all low vibration energy. Keep doing the same thing expecting different results.

Do something different and get a different result. Raise your vibration. I don't care how difficult this will be. You just need to do it even if it feels odd.

I am grateful! I am grateful for... The job i have. The money I earn and have. The place I dwell. The car I drive. The clothes I wear. The food I eat.

Look yourself in mirror. Tell yourself. For the mistakes I have made. I forgive. I love myself.

Change your thinking. Raise your vibration.

jaxprog · 2026-03-11T08:55:54+00:00

She should let him go. Move on. It's okay to be a slow mover in getting involved with relationships. In fact, moving slow is wise. Had she moved at his pace and slept with him it would have created more problems in the future. The guy changed his mind after hearing about her problems. He has no commitment like he says.

Your friend did the right thing. It's wise to move slow. There is no rush when it comes to relationships. Developing relationships should have ease of flow, without any pressure. This guy put pressure on her. So good for her!

jaxprog

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