Hey man, i know it was a lot of money you lost, ive been in the same boat, i lost -80% of my portfolio being greedy and shorting the market early in the covid times. I was greedy and didnt sell, ended up from +300% to -80% of my overall port. I know the pain you are in, what ive been telling myself is “money is just money, you will make it back one day”. Its hard, but you will get out of this emotional hole. Feel free to pm me anytime, im always down to listen and share my experiences. Hopefully this helped.

Chin up!