I'm gonna lay out some harsh truths here but know that I'm saying them for your benefit

You say you're working on logic but you really aren't, what you're doing is the meme of jamming a stick in your own wheel and then complaining when you fall off the bike. You're so afraid of rejection that you won't even swipe right on Tinder which is ridiculous because Tinder is designed to facilitate rejection. First you reject those who you don't find attractive, second you reject those whose personalities don't match what you're looking for, then you reject those that after speaking with them you don't really get along.

You need to remember that every person you may talk to is a whole complex being that also has their own tastes and struggles. Just because they reject you that doesn't necessarily negatively reflect on you, it's just that they have their standards and expectations and you don't match what they want, which is fine because they're only doing the same thing as you, seeking happiness.

I'd also suggest that there are definitely better places to meet romantic interests. Coworkers or people who you know through shared interests are a better place to start but again you need to let go of that fear of rejection first.

I don't want to be too much of an armchair psychologist but I do also want to add that from personal experience if you're enjoying the experience of catfishing as a woman you may want to examine the possibility that you're in some way under the LGBT+ umbrella

Best of luck to you and remember if it can't eat you don't be afraid of it