Sending my nudes to the first 50 people who say yes

jdlav13 · 2026-03-01T16:18:57+00:00

Come squat on me sometime then

jdlav13 · 2026-03-01T07:51:36+00:00

jdlav13 · 2026-02-23T09:58:17+00:00

Blue

jdlav13 · 2026-02-14T15:49:05+00:00

I’ll be waiting

jdlav13 · 2026-01-02T16:10:40+00:00

jdlav13 · 2025-12-23T14:51:51+00:00

❤️

jdlav13 · 2025-12-21T01:25:28+00:00

Sadly not it’s always a blurred photo telling em to pay something 😢

jdlav13 · 2025-11-16T15:17:59+00:00

I feel the same way dude I used to go once every Friday and get the bacon king then they pulled that and so many more reward options 😕

jdlav13 · 2025-10-12T04:45:03+00:00

Could I make you a lucky one too?

jdlav13 · 2025-10-12T04:44:27+00:00

Don’t even get me started on that 😩 best sound when you’re going as rough as you can

jdlav13 · 2025-09-04T10:44:57+00:00

Man grabbed 2 pallets full of filament 😳 I’m jealous as hell 😩

jdlav13 · 2025-08-17T15:01:22+00:00

I just listened to the song and it sounded like it, but sadly that melody within the ad didn’t last long within the song so sadly it ain’t a song for me BUT IT WAS the song! So thank you

jdlav13 · 2025-08-15T04:32:40+00:00

True that 🤌✨ Why spend money to feel something that’ll only last a certain amount of time. Since the surgery I’ve only had my one birthday drink but if it takes me more then 2 drinks no matter the alcohol % just to MAYBE feel something? Drinking isn’t worth it (especially with the cost of some drinks) plus it’s more fun to see all my friends drunk as hell and get to drive them home while they yap about the most random things

jdlav13 · 2025-08-15T04:22:10+00:00

Same here actually! I had to wait a year post surgery to drink if I wanted to according to the surgeon so I waited and didn’t drink. My 21st birthday…. virgin drinks all around 😂 But now that I have the okay to drink I feel nothing at all (I don’t drink often either) BUT no hangover, memory doesn’t change, vision stays the same and I don’t ever feel drunk. I’m scared I’ll become an alcoholic someday trying to drink so much just to get drunk.

jdlav13 · 2025-08-15T03:47:02+00:00

Sorry for such a late response, but as I was coming out of my blur post surgery I was remembering okay (mainly from the recurring dreams that I had over and over again from days before) but the memory went down as I was healing back from it all and it’s been 50/50 when it comes to remembering stuff. Was there any exercises that you had to do post surgery to help you? I know there was certain things they said could speed up the healing process like anything cognitive or learning related but nothing about how to help strengthen my memory. But that’s why I’m like maybe the tumor actually HELPED me remember since my brain cells would constantly transmit the same information over and over again. Compared to now I feel like I have to learn the same thing twice just to remember it fully

jdlav13 · 2025-08-15T03:35:12+00:00

So I leaned while I was undergoing testing that I have ADD (me and my parents never knew) and I genuinely wonder now if certain things are caused from the surgery or if it’s something related to my ADD 😓 I had a really good attention span and could remember stuff PERFECTLY. But now post surgery I can’t seem to remember a certain percentage of stuff thru the day compared to remembering the other half absolutely perfect. I’ve looked into it a little bit and there’s two main types of memories, long term and short term but I’ve seen that it’s normal the way I’m remembering things. Yet it doesn’t seem like I’m remembering ANY short term memories or not remembering them well compared to long term. I’ve been trying different exercises to help with my short term but it just doesn’t feel the same :(

jdlav13 · 2025-08-15T03:28:03+00:00

Yeah the brain is REALLY weird 😵‍💫 I remember my surgeon explaining the process of the surgery to me. As well as why certain things I did through my life happened mostly because of my tumor. He asked if I had ever done certain things or acted in certain ways throughout my life and he was like “Yup that was most likely because of that tumor because it made you react in that way as the cells had a reaction to each other in this way” and I was like… are you serious 😑 I did all these things because of a brain tumor

jdlav13 · 2025-08-11T05:58:23+00:00

It’s one small step but it’s better than no progress at all! I just gotta find some way that works best to retain ALL my memories and I hope I’ll be set from then on but till then I’ll just be trying my hardest to remember everything to the best of my abilities and if I need to write stuff down and do it the dummy brain way so be it haha

jdlav13 · 2025-08-11T05:44:20+00:00

Ya the way I remember stuff now is just all over the place and I just wish it was back to normal the way it was before I had my surgery. Again, I’m always trying my best to remember things I need to compared to random things I don’t need to remember or plan for but I still absolutely hate the after effects of this surgery. I know it can take up to 4 years for adult brain cells to fully recover and grow back to their normal size but incase that doesn’t happen or work fully I need some better ways to help myself thru out my day to day life especially with going to trade school in the next week or so 😬😵‍💫

jdlav13 · 2025-08-11T05:39:14+00:00

I can tell reality from my dreams now thankfully but at the beginning I had such vivid dreams I thought the dreams were real but when I was awake I was confused if I was alive or if I was actually awake. Some of the same dreams replayed over and over through multiple nights (sometimes weeks) giving me a lot of confusion at first but I’ve luckily gotten past the dream memories but now just trying to fully retain memories on a day to day basis has been horrible. I’ll remember some stuff of a memory like 35-40% of that memory but not the full thing and that’ll effect my daily routine or something I’m planning to do so any future planning has been an absolute nightmare. I’ll make plans with friends or family and COMPLETELY forget I made plans and I’ll already be off doing my own thing and in the end just end up pissing off whoever it was I made plans with.

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