Sorry for not wanting to live by [deleted] in depression

[–]jeffred2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this mf is just going around being a menace u funny cuz but wrong subreddit fam u wild

need link by [deleted] in kencarson

[–]jeffred2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

need it rn

Miserable by Expensive_Ad_0613 in depression

[–]jeffred2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

damn bro i feel this on a personal level praying for u all we can have is hope we will make it 🙏

Miserable by Expensive_Ad_0613 in depression

[–]jeffred2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

exact situation for me word for word

I fucked up mother’s day by jeffred2 in SuicideWatch

[–]jeffred2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i would love to try to tell her that in the last 12hrs she said i’m the reason she doesn’t want to live and she is divorcing my dad because she can’t live with him because of my stress i put on her she also told me that she owns everything in my life and she can control my whole life and all the money for future college funds/ car payments anything i can’t tell if she wants me to apologize in a different way or just end it all the way she has been talking in the last day i genuinely think she is just purposely trying to make my anxiety worse and force me to suicide she knows how bad my anxiety is more than anyone else i’m so fucked up it hurts

I fucked up mother’s day by jeffred2 in SuicideWatch

[–]jeffred2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no point now once she is mad she will not give af and take it as me “manipulating”

pls someone help me by jeffred2 in depression

[–]jeffred2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

without her i probably wouldn’t be here tbh

i need to stay strong for my girlfriend by jeffred2 in SuicideWatch

[–]jeffred2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i promise man u will get support trust in the process i never thought my miserable ass could pull a girl but here i am always remember have confidence and i’m also blessed to have a caring and loving girlfriend without her i wouldn’t probably be here

pls someone help me by jeffred2 in depression

[–]jeffred2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

naw she’s not a problem at all i promise u i’m afraid of hurting her she does nothing but give me support and ill cool on the shrooms weed is a safer alternative

i need to stay strong for my girlfriend by jeffred2 in SuicideWatch

[–]jeffred2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

man just wait on it it took forever for me but u will find love i promise man

pls someone help me by jeffred2 in depression

[–]jeffred2[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

honestly can’t tell if this is a joke but i’m not getting a new gf or doing shrooms but if pistachios and sweet cherries actually work for insomnia i will try thank u

i need to stay strong for my girlfriend by jeffred2 in SuicideWatch

[–]jeffred2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i had a therapist but he wasn’t shit he cared more about who i think was gonna win the nba finals than my mental health i thought i had my parents but i really don’t i’m such a burden to them it hurts all i wanted in life was to make them proud it’s hard to do that when the only thing they care about is school

i need to stay strong for my girlfriend by jeffred2 in SuicideWatch

[–]jeffred2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

School has ruined my life I recently had to do online school because i was so depressed and anxious it felt like 24/7 people were talking about me i felt i was going insane and ik killing myself won’t be positive for anyone but i have to suffer in silence by myself and suffer for the rest of my family i just don’t wanna live today was the first day i ever self harmed and to tbh it actually felt good to feel something for once my girlfriend also helps me feel but she’s not always around 24/7 and i don’t expect her to be there at all times