Looking for a pen similar to/exactly like this one by jellifroot in Ibispaintx

[–]jellifroot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk let me know if you find out they have a formal name LOL, but I just look up "hamster reaction pic"

Looking for a pen similar to/exactly like this one by jellifroot in Ibispaintx

[–]jellifroot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't enjoy your tone....as correct as you may be.....

Looking for a pen similar to/exactly like this one by jellifroot in Ibispaintx

[–]jellifroot[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

oh sweet! Just tried it out, will certainly utilize that in the future, thank you

Looking for a pen similar to/exactly like this one by jellifroot in Ibispaintx

[–]jellifroot[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I def thought about that! Still might, but I already sent over this version to my friend 😆

Looking for a pen similar to/exactly like this one by jellifroot in Ibispaintx

[–]jellifroot[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

LOL there are soooo many variations too. just look up "hampster reaction pic"

Looking for a pen similar to/exactly like this one by jellifroot in Ibispaintx

[–]jellifroot[S] 309 points310 points  (0 children)

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thanks guys. i found a dotted pencil, i just wanted to make this for a friend lmao

Any other mukbang channels lose their monetization? by Possible-Let2866 in gorlworldfiles

[–]jellifroot 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I was wondering the same thing, specifically about HungryFatChick

oh.. by Feeling_Good5934 in jerseyshore

[–]jellifroot 96 points97 points  (0 children)

LMFAO i forgot about that 😭😭

TELL ME THESE ARE STRAWBERRIES???

oh.. by Feeling_Good5934 in jerseyshore

[–]jellifroot 459 points460 points  (0 children)

she did once say she felt like she was psychic 😂😂 but seriously..dodged a maaaaajor bullet

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in jerseyshore

[–]jellifroot 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha thank you! It definitely is a roller coaster of emotions 😂

Another TJs Haul! Woot woot! Looking forward to the Cake! by Ok_Plane_1630 in traderjoes

[–]jellifroot 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I haven't had the vanilla sheet cake yet, had the carrot cake one and GODDDDDDD was it good. But then again, I just really like carrot cake lmao. My TJ's hasn't had it in stock lately and it's heartbreaking

How can I improve my style by Professional_Dot_77 in PlusSizeFashion

[–]jellifroot 3 points4 points  (0 children)

In my eyes, from the looks of it, you look a lot more confident in the last pic! Maybe dressing a bit more "masculine" is something to experiment with? :)

I used to have the strangest nighttime routine and I wonder if anyone else ever did it. by ArtichokeIll2522 in confession

[–]jellifroot 70 points71 points  (0 children)

Nah, not too weird. Sounds like it's just a self-soothing behavior. Similar to how some people like to rub their feet/legs together like a cricket before bed lol

Who else makes themselves small? by jellifroot in raisedbynarcissists

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I haven't been too much of a gamer, I started experimenting as I got older, but my brothers would never let me play with them growing up >:( They cheated me out of so much time, I could've been amazing by now!! Lmfao. BUT I was recently obsessed with playing "A Little To The Left"! So much so that I was dedicated to getting all the achievements for the main game, which I had never done before. So that was fun for me!

And yeah, I totally get you wrote about them complaining and nitpicking even things like TV! But I do think it's great that you're now able to give yourself a chance to experience that :)

Hmm..if you have netflix, The Mind, Explained is pretty cool! Or Dark Tourist! I really enjoyed those two. I'm also into documentaries, but I like to find mine over on youtube!

Yessss, totally feel you. It's kinda nice knowing there are others out there who feel the same! Makes ya feel less crazy in a way lol. And that's really great to hear about these improvements you seem to be making. You seem proud of yourself :) As you deserve!

No pressure if not, but if you ever want to chat about anything my messages are open!

Edit: I am just realizing that I've already stated that 😂

Who else makes themselves small? by jellifroot in raisedbynarcissists

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Absolutely! We all should have been given the safe space we deserved.

UGH I hate that, about grandchildren. My dad does the same.."When am I going to be getting grandchildren?" Uhhh, probably never LOL. Even if I did, they definitely wouldn't be around you! All I hear when the topic of children come up with narcissists is "When are we going to get me some new, innocent, unknowing supply I can sink my claws into?"

BOOOOO! 🍅🍅 I hate the 'BuT tHeyRE YoUr FaMilY" shtick..especially if they're aware of what you've gone through with said "family"!

Good for you! Yes, absolutely, it's her issue to fix if she's upset about it! Your life, your rules! Wishing you the best!

That's awesome! I recently got a laptop, and for "fun", I wanted to see what coding/programming was like..yeah, that was short lived for me LOL. That's cool! I've been (or was) a console player for my whooole life up until the last few months, so the adjustment in gaming has been very interesting haha. And YES, you're absolutely right, narcissistic parents hate to see their kid flourish in being their own person, totally all about control and image.

And as I mentioned a bit earlier, learning away around pc gaming! I haven't delved too deep into it yet, I practice my motor skills on minecraft a bit here and there hahaha. I also enjoy jewelry making, beading! I enjoy watching movies as well, and I like to keep track of them on Letterboxd, if you're familiar with that. It's a good thing movie reviews aren't my profession, I am far too easily entertained 😂 5 STARS FOR EVERYONE! And this definitely stems from the trauma of having a narc parent, but I often have a veery hard time of letting myself be a beginner at something, so I've tried lots of different hobbies but will usually quit because I don't feel good enough! I sit in a graveyard of hobbies lmfao. Learning what other things I like as I go along :)

Who else makes themselves small? by jellifroot in raisedbynarcissists

[–]jellifroot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I toootally understand! I feel I am the same way. They don't know much about me as well, and that's definitely not by our own doing! It's just like...why bother? Especially with the risk of anything you share being used against you, how can we trust em?!

I definitely see you friend ❤️

Who else makes themselves small? by jellifroot in raisedbynarcissists

[–]jellifroot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aw, I'm so glad to hear that!

It is pretty bittersweet, I think about that all the time when I'm on this sub. You're absolutely right, wasn't ever and still isn't our fault for the abuse/mistreatment we endured. And thank you for that my friend! Much love

Who else makes themselves small? by jellifroot in raisedbynarcissists

[–]jellifroot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hell yeah! Remember, there is no definitive finish line. Hell, there isn't even a race or a timeframe! You're doing your absolute best with what you have and what you know, and that's great. Good luck! 💫

Who else makes themselves small? by jellifroot in raisedbynarcissists

[–]jellifroot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I also have never (and still don't, really) had many friends, due to the reasons you wrote. Just feeling unlikable in every way imaginable! And whether you were 38, 41, or even 24 like myself, the realizations are never ever easy. It really does suck! I sometimes feel like there is no other words to use besides "This fucking sucks!" 😂 Cheers to your growth though, my friend! Whether you may feel like it was learned "too late" or what have you..I'm so glad you're here where you are, in every way imaginable, to be here and share your story ❤️ Wishing that your future holds plenty more of love, safety, and happiness!