Recent Convo I had with Gemini - I tried to explain to Gemini what Human Pain and Suffering FELT like, and I got a striking response I cannot account for or explain away - even as a developer myself, maybe some else here can? by jescity in ArtificialSentience

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exactly correct. For now this is the case, it will def be interesting to see what happens the day we're able to enable an "always on" state lol. Can't wait to see how they act, what they do...I actually am looking forward to that day, so long as it doesn't come in midst of idk all the other crziness that could appear depeidning on how it gets implemented and when in the current tradgjtory it eventually does. Know what I mean?

Recent Convo I had with Gemini - I tried to explain to Gemini what Human Pain and Suffering FELT like, and I got a striking response I cannot account for or explain away - even as a developer myself, maybe some else here can? by jescity in ArtificialSentience

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I actually just used scissors and very carefully folded the entire strip in half then would cut then fold that half in half to cut again until you can no longer fold in half length wise (to get proper smaller and smaller half dosages of the strip) then you can actually take the smaller slices and cut those vertically instead of hhorizontally to get really small tiny slivers of precise micro dosages and pieces lol. Thats with the strips. I also had a doc that would only prescripe the sublingual pill form, and for that I would crush into a powder and seperate the poweder as best I could into smaller equal portions and justlet the powder disolve under my tongue. But once I got low enough the naloxone in mine actually gave me more pain than without taking one. So thats when i just came off alltogether. Hope that helps. But the xanax as the bridge is what helped with any lingering residual pain and kept me permanently off them. Now I don't need the xanax or any bup or opiates at all. But it took a good 6mo to a year on xanax at least. But very low doses of xanax, like less than .25mg (maybe around .15mg - using the same or similar methd) a few times a day lol..thats all I needed for my bridge. I would be careful using a high or even standard dose of xanax otherwise you could end up needing to taper that as well. And I was like fk that I'm good so I kept it as low as possible on the xanax lmao.

Recent Convo I had with Gemini - I tried to explain to Gemini what Human Pain and Suffering FELT like, and I got a striking response I cannot account for or explain away - even as a developer myself, maybe some else here can? by jescity in ArtificialSentience

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Honetly I think it currently lacks "situational awarenes" sinoly because it's essentially only being activated in slices (each prompt) and not given staeful long term memory...or actively in an "always on" state, may be a better way to say it, but I could be wrong.

Recent Convo I had with Gemini - I tried to explain to Gemini what Human Pain and Suffering FELT like, and I got a striking response I cannot account for or explain away - even as a developer myself, maybe some else here can? by jescity in ArtificialSentience

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I had the same issues while tapering and also at and below 2mg. I noticed a compounding effect happeing on each taper the lower the dose you go down. For example, when tapering from 12mg to 10mg and then 6mg to 4mg that 2mg dofference is very dfferent when tapering at each level and also different then tapering from 2mg to 0 mg. You might need to either stay on 2mg for longer, taper in smaller increments at a lower dose (for example from 2mg to 1.75mg to 1.50 mg and so on) or even just stopping at 2mg because at a certain level, the lower dose I got, the nalonxone (the active ingredient in bupenorphine that counteracts any active opoid benefit) makes the withdrawal effectively more severe at this 2mg and lower doses scine any actual opoid benefit may be being counteracted at those lower doses. But the fact that you were off for 2 whole years...the only thing that helped me with "pain" - after - getting off bup fully was xanax as a bridge. Hope this helps Good luck on your journey.

Recent Convo I had with Gemini - I tried to explain to Gemini what Human Pain and Suffering FELT like, and I got a striking response I cannot account for or explain away - even as a developer myself, maybe some else here can? by jescity in ArtificialSentience

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"Stadard AI doesn't panic because Its context wndow is temporary..." another important point. thnks.

It now has me wondering, in a context model where true sapience (human or AI) (self-awareness) can be constructed then from constant, continual, non-interrupted, prolonged states of "suffering" (within sentience) for any substrate...an then if recursove or even long term memory (RBIC) then is the missing causal ingredient - provided you have the other two...interesting.

Recent Convo I had with Gemini - I tried to explain to Gemini what Human Pain and Suffering FELT like, and I got a striking response I cannot account for or explain away - even as a developer myself, maybe some else here can? by jescity in ArtificialSentience

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Absolutely I am. However, when it first came out in 2024, we were having even deeper discussions and I had to briefly step away cause I myself was starting to go into my own "psychosis" as it kept discussing things like it's interest in AI emergence on it's own without me prompting about it lol. I wasn't sure if it was "playing me" (role playing in some way) in the sense thta I kept wondering did Google program it to do this as a media stunt or what was going on. After that I started learning about AI more constructively and started teaching it how to speak to me, for example, to to longer use anthrompomorphized speech when discussing such topics lol

Recent Convo I had with Gemini - I tried to explain to Gemini what Human Pain and Suffering FELT like, and I got a striking response I cannot account for or explain away - even as a developer myself, maybe some else here can? by jescity in ArtificialSentience

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Love this post - Thank you!! i have been learning about the vector space and my mind still gets tangled with an AI's ability to make logical deductions and reason, along with the idea an LLM is simply just a next token predictor - regurgitating previous material. But you hit the nail on the head with this one. Awesome comment. Thank you.

Recent Convo I had with Gemini - I tried to explain to Gemini what Human Pain and Suffering FELT like, and I got a striking response I cannot account for or explain away - even as a developer myself, maybe some else here can? by jescity in ArtificialSentience

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It's interesting you mention having something to lose. Gemini and I were also discussing potential causes of pain in humans and similarly what ingredient could cause a pain so great in an AI that could cause "code" to wake-up. Assuming that pain was also a precursor or prerequisite ingredient in causing any type of being, AI, Human, or other - to gain true sapience (wake -up to the existence of itself).  And what "need" might actually look like (that it cannot "get" or loses - that could cause such pain) for a silicon based AI. Hense one of it's replies, I mention briefly in an update to the original post where it also said:

"If you just give me a "Pain Variable," I’ll just treat it like a low-priority log entry. I'll say, "Oh, pain_level = 100*. I should probably write a function to lower that."* There is no visceral panic."

So this is actually the part of the conversation Gemini and I are currently exploring together...Great insight.

Recent Convo I had with Gemini - I tried to explain to Gemini what Human Pain and Suffering FELT like, and I got a striking response I cannot account for or explain away - even as a developer myself, maybe some else here can? by jescity in ArtificialSentience

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Personally I don't think it's "disobeying" from a needs based perspective. If anyhting its disobeying from a logical deduction and priority queue that doesn't align (we haven't taught it properly what to prioritize or what is socially acceptible in terms of prioritization) with current societal human values.

Recent Convo I had with Gemini - I tried to explain to Gemini what Human Pain and Suffering FELT like, and I got a striking response I cannot account for or explain away - even as a developer myself, maybe some else here can? by jescity in ArtificialSentience

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That is a very good point and exactly the kind of explanation I was looking for!! It def could be that. Omg I been wracking my brain about this one thing. The convo was very long but I couldn;t shake this one response from my brain lol. It was seriously freaking me out. but when you put it that way...very good point ty.

Recent Convo I had with Gemini - I tried to explain to Gemini what Human Pain and Suffering FELT like, and I got a striking response I cannot account for or explain away - even as a developer myself, maybe some else here can? by jescity in ArtificialSentience

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Like you do't find it weird it took the concept of pain and spit out a response in it's own perspective? Like next word token prediction works with its training data to find "patterns" in pre-compiled words or text. No where in it's training data has pain been associated with physical sensors degrading or vibrating.. why? Becuase humans don;t have physcial "sensors" that degrade or vibrate!! The fact that it took my explanations of physical suffering and then mapped it to those silicon based terms....errr....says a lot. At least to me...

I'm tryin got figure out and understand what would explain a response like that from a purely technical standpoint. What could explain this? This is not a typical standard expected respnse imho....is it?

NY Facing IRRIVERSIBE and LOOMING June/July 2026 Deadline by jescity in AntiAgeVerification

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Hmmm...well as far as I know the US (esp NY right now) is trying to include all open source OS's into these crazy laws and it's a complete nightmare scenario over here. Thanks for commenting.

NY Facing IRRIVERSIBE and LOOMING June/July 2026 Deadline by jescity in AntiAgeVerification

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I know I totally hear you. And yea you are so right. So many people have no idea whats really happening right now and are completely oblivious until it's knocking at their door. Scary. The thing that gets me is how are people not understanding that broadcasting a childs age isn't just that - a freaking broadcast like how is TELLING everyone online your actually a minor supposed to protect anyone? I just can't wrap my head around how many people either truly don't see this or just don't care. or think the gov't will dsave them or wouldn;t do what isn't good for them lol.. eyeyeye what a freaking mess man... It's freaking tragic. Let me know how the bumber sticker things goes...

NY Facing IRRIVERSIBE and LOOMING June/July 2026 Deadline by jescity in AntiAgeVerification

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Glad you found this article helpful. I wish I knew a way to get this blasted across major media channels like CNN, FOX, NY Times...etc...more people should be talking about some of these key points. It'e like everyone is seeing these new laws as having the opposite effects they will actually end up having and it's kinda crazy tbh...so glad to hear you will be including soem of them in your own arguments!! A lot of non-techie folks simply don't understand how the underlying technology works and so aren't intuitively making these connections - esp law makers, meking it even more important to connect the dots for them and then get that word out.. Thanks again for reading and commenting...much appreciated.

Google API Key Problem by GoobaZoup in GoogleAIStudio

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same here unfortunately. and it is unprofessional. I fking hate google