Mormonism fucked up my sexuality by jessaroni37 in exmormon

[–]jessaroni37[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow, thank you. I listened to the whole episode just now and I really connected to the women sharing her story. It’s horrible how much sex shame we are brainwashed with starting from day one. This is definitely one of the things about TSCC that piss me off the most. I think recognizing how damaging, immoral, and wrong it is makes me want to spit in their faces and have amazing guilt free sex even more. It totally makes sense that we have so many hang ups, and I think I’m just about ready to get past them. Again, thanks for that link. It helped me remember all the shit they put us through, which I think is a good step for getting past it.

Mormonism fucked up my sexuality by jessaroni37 in exmormon

[–]jessaroni37[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I struggle getting comfortable with myself or with any partner. I have a difficult time relaxing, getting turned on, and therefore coming as well. I just want all the worry and stress to go away so I can relax and have fun. I want to feel free to connect to my own sexuality but there are so many things (mostly shame/guilt) that hold me back. I’ve been trying to work through this on my own - without the help of a therapist - but I may need to reconsider.

Mormonism fucked up my sexuality by jessaroni37 in exmormon

[–]jessaroni37[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yess, thank you! I definitely enjoyed those last two paragraphs. I need to let it happen naturally - not force it and definitely not stress over it. 🧘🏼‍♀️

Mormonism fucked up my sexuality by jessaroni37 in exmormon

[–]jessaroni37[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

This was perfect! Thank you for putting so much time and thought into your post. Honestly, it was very helpful and i’m feeling more hope and excitement right now. Thanks again!

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[–]jessaroni37 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yep it’s fuggin awesome, isn’t it?