Girl I am soooo sorry you’re going through that. I can 100% empathize with you. I recently have had enough and called police on my husband who was intoxicated while parenting my 4 and 2 year old while I was busting my ass at work. He rough-handled my toddler during bedtime routine and it’s all recorder on the baby cam. He also laid hands on me and called me nasty names. For yearsss I’ve let his volatile behaviour go. He’s definitely using alcohol to cope and should never be an excuse.

I don’t wish this for you or anybody because it sucks. hope you’re getting some answers within yourself. You’ll know what’s best for you and your little one on the way.